Well I've been lowkey avoiding this site, mostly because I feel embarrassed because I scared to re-read my old posts. Regardless of how cringe I imagine I sound, I'm doing a whole lot better when I made those posts. It's odd, to be honest, because somehow it feels like me being better has undermined those distraught moments.
Anyway, just an update. Currently right now I'm trying to improve my self-care, and instead of being envious of those around me and their progress regarding their personal goals I ought to focus on mine. I think currently I've found purpose in wanting to make political change, it's helped me not to feel as powerless.
Additionally, I suffer a lot from arrogance, I'm a very prideful person which makes me inflexible. Also, since I'm judgmental, it also makes acknowledging mistakes that much harder. I want to take accountability, and be more responsible in my life. It's hard to do that with pride and arrogance. I'm not sure how to untangle that aspect from myself. Until I do I don't think I can truly live with flexibility, compassion, and humility.
Anyway, just an update. Currently right now I'm trying to improve my self-care, and instead of being envious of those around me and their progress regarding their personal goals I ought to focus on mine. I think currently I've found purpose in wanting to make political change, it's helped me not to feel as powerless.
Additionally, I suffer a lot from arrogance, I'm a very prideful person which makes me inflexible. Also, since I'm judgmental, it also makes acknowledging mistakes that much harder. I want to take accountability, and be more responsible in my life. It's hard to do that with pride and arrogance. I'm not sure how to untangle that aspect from myself. Until I do I don't think I can truly live with flexibility, compassion, and humility.
