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carys

carys

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Jan 25, 2019
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It is currently around 1 in the morning and I have the house to myself. I am going to set up everything very soon in the back of my garden. I have practiced tying a slipknot multiple times and now I am more certain than last time that this is going to work, I feel prepared and ready. I hope it works and I can finally find some peace, I've been waiting so long for this and it's nearly time. I have this weird feeling in my chest and it is something I've never felt before my other suicide attempts. I feel so calm and relaxed, it's like nothing could stop me anymore. Anyways, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone here and I hope you all find your peace too :)
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
you're only 14... are you sure :(
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
Hope you find the peace you never found in life.
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
Sorry it came to this, especially given your age. :(
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
592
It is currently around 1 in the morning and I have the house to myself. I am going to set up everything very soon in the back of my garden. I have practiced tying a slipknot multiple times and now I am more certain than last time that this is going to work, I feel prepared and ready. I hope it works and I can finally find some peace, I've been waiting so long for this and it's nearly time. I have this weird feeling in my chest and it is something I've never felt before my other suicide attempts. I feel so calm and relaxed, it's like nothing could stop me anymore. Anyways, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone here and I hope you all find your peace too :)

I want you to have peace but if you really are just 14, please know that there's a whole world outside of what you have right now. Once you're 18, you can get out and do whatever you want.

But if this is really it, I wish you all the best and all of the luck.
 
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ScorpiusDragon

ScorpiusDragon

Mage
Mar 25, 2019
593
As sad as I am, I am also extremely jealous. I wish I did it when I was your age. Living as long as I did only brought me more pain and suffering.
Anyways, if you really do go forward with it, rest in peace, and I hope you find freedom on the other side
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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I am sorry I was offline. Best wished!
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
if you succeeded.......i take comfort that you gave me a virtual hug on inbox before you left.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
It is currently around 1 in the morning and I have the house to myself. I am going to set up everything very soon in the back of my garden. I have practiced tying a slipknot multiple times and now I am more certain than last time that this is going to work, I feel prepared and ready. I hope it works and I can finally find some peace, I've been waiting so long for this and it's nearly time. I have this weird feeling in my chest and it is something I've never felt before my other suicide attempts. I feel so calm and relaxed, it's like nothing could stop me anymore. Anyways, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone here and I hope you all find your peace too :)
good luck I hope it goes well and you find peace <3
 
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DepressionsAHo

DepressionsAHo

Heaven gained a new ho
Feb 15, 2019
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Gosh this tears me apart. I understand it given that I tried roughly around your age but you're 14. 14 years old hun. My gosh
Some do get better, most do actually
 
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Extremly kind <3

Extremly kind <3

Student
Jun 8, 2019
192
Gosh this tears me apart. I understand it given that I tried roughly around your age but you're 14. 14 years old hun. My gosh
Some do get better, most do actually
He did not do it as he was last seen on 6th June.
 

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