
febuary
Member
- Apr 12, 2025
- 7
Originally my plan was to shoot myself in the mouth, in that case I'd call EMS right before pulling the trigger so they could come and clean up my body before anyone else found it. I don't have access to a gun though so I've decided on full suspension hanging instead, in which case I don't want to call beforehand because I'm concerned they'd get to me too fast and there wouldn't be enough time to guarantee success. i want to prevent a random stranger from finding my body and being traumatized but idk how. I live with roommates, don't want to CTB in the apartment so my plan was to find somewhere outside in the middle of the night to do it.