Fuck Everything

[StrawberryBlood]

I think I just got shadowbanned from a site I was using to further my art career and it's pissed me the fuck off. I can't get traction on Twitter, Bluesky, Tumblr, or any stupid fucking social media. Everyone silently rejects me like the passive aggressive cunts they are. I'm SO TIRED of trying SO HARD. I work hard, I learned the fundamentals of everything I pursue. Yet, fuckheads with no skills, no talent, no substance, but the right aesthetic and labels and they're part of the in group. I'm tired. I just want to be an artist. I don't give a single shit about these stupid fucking social games they all force me to play. Sickening. I've been through so much real life shit. I try to use the internet for fun, to further my art career, but fuck me I guess. I'm not part of their made up in group. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck everything.
Very happy to see no one here cares enough to reply to my post either. Every other post gets stuff so what did I do wrong exactly?

 

[melonpan]

Maybe try physical marketing more or simply physical versions of your art? Now, with how many people are switching to digital forms, it's hard to make it albeit I'd already say it was before too. In my opinion, life can be awfully dependent on luck and it's a shitty reality
You didn't do anything wrong, it's just a big world where it's hard to stand out as a grain of sand on a beach :/
I'm not sure if it'd help but at the very least, if you'd like, I could share your artwork to my friends? Most of them know more people in art than me which can further broaden those exposed to your work

 

[qsocdu]

I'd like to see your art, if want to show me, shoot a DM

 

[StrawberryBlood]

I just wanna know what it is everyone else is doing that makes them get so much love while I am left with scraps? Why does no one care about my work? I wish they would just tell me why. Instead of blocking me before I ever even interact with them. It feels like I am looked down upon for being a mentally trauma survivor. Maybe that's a paranoid trauma fueled delusion, but either way the hurt feelings are there.

I guess I get a little love here and there. Was just hoping for more.