Venting Geez man jus kill me

[lunar02102009]

Jus like all my other posts about venting , man i dont wanna say the same shit over and over. Just kill me i will have no regrets , I dont wanna live in a world full of cruel humans . After someone ctbs , those fucking idiots wonder why did they ctb . I dont even wanna explain my situation or vent anymore . Im simply too lazy or no one will listen to my venting or care about or even do anything to change my situation , so whats the point of venting? So once again i beg to a non existing being to just fucking kill me without question. Each time i feel like its gonna get better it just gets worse . I jus wish i had a partner / gf on who's lap i could cry on and they would comfort me and listen to me but the world is cruel so whats the point? Kill me Please. Please. Please.


If you read this ty i guess , I really dont know what else I should say maybe one of us is a pilot and someday takes all of us on a plane to ctb and finally give us peace because for people like us , we have no partners ( atleast most of us others are lucky enough to have a partner ) but for people like me who no one cares about or comforts us , while we cry on their lap , We dont wanna suffer anymore we really dont want to we dont want to suffer like this boil us in oil in hell beat is with whiplashes or cut our head over and over again but not this god not this anymore we cant I cant , I cannot anymore.

 

[SchizoGymnast]

I feel like this fairly often. Every time something happens, and I survive...a heart condition, pneumonia, etc...I get so angry that I just won't die. I'm like a cockroach at this point. I will survive anything.

 

[lunar02102009]

I feel like this fairly often. Every time something happens, and I survive...a heart condition, pneumonia, etc...I get so angry that I just won't die. I'm like a cockroach at this point. I will survive anything.

i had my chance...... on 19th may i was going back to my hometown on a train before the train arrived at the station i almost jumped but im such a fucking weak ass emotional cunt that i didnt jump , i was so fucking close so close so damn close it was high either if i had jumped i would have easily landed without any harm and positioned myself to place my neck on the track and i would have achieved something that i had wanted for so long if my day was bad enough i would have had done it not i wanna sh because i couldnt