Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always an unnecessary harm.
It truly is always an unnecessary harm to me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this harmful, cruel existence where I just hope and wait to be gone, I'd just never wish to suffer in this harmful, cruel existence rather all I want is to never wake again. I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily and to me existing will always be only suffering, it's all so cruel, dreadful and painful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just find peace from this dreadful, harmful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always so cruel.
It really is so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, I suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer ever again.

For me existence is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal sleep where finally I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful, futile existence and I just suffer so much from being burdened with this existence, it's all so terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer again is all I could wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence, I'd just always prefer to not exist and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most dreadful mistake.

It's all just so cruel and painful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain, suffering and cruelty where this dreadful existence is finally all gone and forgotten and for me non-existence is just the only relief from the pain and suffering of existing, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it destined to decay and die anyway. It really is just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen where I just hope and wait to be gone and I always suffer from waiting to die in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful, futile existence.