FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 39,172
Really feels like I've suffered in this existence for such a long time.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long and I'm so tired of it, I know I was never meant for something as cruel and torturous as existence and it terrifies me how the suffering can continue for so much longer.
To me simply just existing is so tiring and painful, I wish I could just fall asleep permanently and never suffer again but of course there's no straightforward way for me to just finally be at peace which is so horrible. I only wish for eternal nothingness to bring me permanent relief from this existence that just causes all this suffering, only death can take away the tiredness I feel. I just wish to rest, I just hope to sleep, under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer here for decades longer in this existence that just brought me pain in the first place. In fact I wish I never suffered at all more than anything, I wish I just stayed permanently unaware, existence to me always felt like a mistake, I never should have been brought here, it truly does feel like I've existed for so long, I would had found peace awhile ago if I had the option to just fall asleep eternally.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long and I'm so tired of it, I know I was never meant for something as cruel and torturous as existence and it terrifies me how the suffering can continue for so much longer.
To me simply just existing is so tiring and painful, I wish I could just fall asleep permanently and never suffer again but of course there's no straightforward way for me to just finally be at peace which is so horrible. I only wish for eternal nothingness to bring me permanent relief from this existence that just causes all this suffering, only death can take away the tiredness I feel. I just wish to rest, I just hope to sleep, under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer here for decades longer in this existence that just brought me pain in the first place. In fact I wish I never suffered at all more than anything, I wish I just stayed permanently unaware, existence to me always felt like a mistake, I never should have been brought here, it truly does feel like I've existed for so long, I would had found peace awhile ago if I had the option to just fall asleep eternally.