Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is so harmful and all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this torturous, harmful existence that I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

It's just so dreadful and terrible to me how existence causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it, all that existence does is just cause so much harm and problems there were never a need for and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, existence to me truly does feel like a mistake and I'd never wish for the mistake of existence rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, only in non-existence will all be gone and forgotten for me which is all I hope for. I'll just always see it as so harmful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I personally suffer so much from existing and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from, I just want to be permanently free from this harmful existence I just never would had chosen, it's just such a terrible tragedy to me how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed, there's just so much harm and suffering in existing, it's all just so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, I never should had suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

More than anything I just wish I was never forced to exist and I see existence as the most torturous imposition that just causes harm and suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I'll hope for, I just never wish for any of this and I see it as so dreadful to be conscious in this existence suffering so much and there's just so much suffering in existing. In fact the suffering of existing is endless and it feels like I've suffered for so long, what terrifies me is how a human can be enslaved in this existence for so long just to die in agony tortured by old age and there's just so much cruelty and torture in existing, it's all just so terrible and painful to me and I'd just never wish to be conscious in this existence rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as such a burden to exist, I personally suffer simply from just existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently as I'd just never wish to exist, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I hope for, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing, non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this deeply undesirable existence suffering all for the sake of it and there's just so much suffering in this painful, harmful existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never exist ever again. Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty, pain and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to die tortured from old age and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, only dreamless eternal sleep could ever bring me the peace I search for from this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and I see it as so tragic how this existence was even imposed, I wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything and I always suffer so much from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, to me existence truly does feel like the most terrible mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for nothingness, I just want to never suffer ever again.

I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I'm just so tired of suffering in this futile existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to never wake ever again, to me existing really is just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I just wish that more than anything I was never forced to suffer, I'd just never wish for the torturous burden of existence and I just suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, to not exist truly is all I see as desirable and is all I hope for. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just so tired of suffering in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, for me existence truly is the problem, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I'm always so tired of it all, I just wish I could choose to never exist ever again, I only hope to permanently stop suffering with no more pain, I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish I never suffered.
More than anything I just wish I never suffered, I wish I was never forced to suffer in this torturous, futile existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I just wish this existence was never imposed. I wish I was never forced to suffer so unnecessarily but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for non-existence.

To me existence truly is the most cruel imposition and I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll always see it as such a dreadful unnecessary burden to exist, I'm just so tired of this torturous existence of suffering for the sake of it and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again even know this existence was so tragically imposed and I'd just never wish to suffer at all rather I only hope to not exist, I only see non-existence as desirable. All I personally hope and wish for is no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence where there's all this dreadful suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer at all rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to rest, I just want to sleep but of course I wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this cruel, futile existence I never would had chose.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this torturous existence.
I truly will only be at peace once I'm finally free from this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, non-existence truly is all I could personally see as desirable and is all I can hope for.

I just wish for this existence to be no longer my problem, I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, nothing would ever make me wish for this torturous existence I personally always saw as such a cruel mistake and it's just so dreadful and terrible to me how there's all this cruelty in existing. I'd just always prefer non-existence, I'm always so tired of being burdened with this futile, cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for. I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only eternal non-existence can ever take away for me and bring me relief from, I just hope for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never exist ever again, only non-existence can personally bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
I truly would never wish to exist, I'd never wish for something as harmful and torturous as existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally this existence is no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for any of this and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, the fact that this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed is the most terrible tragedy to me. I'll always see it as so dreadful how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer, non-existence really is all I personally see as positive and is all that can bring me any relief from suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again.

Existence to me really does just feel like a mistake that causes and brings suffering until all is gone in non-existence anyway and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I'd just never wish for the burden of existence, it's just so dreadful and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to finally be at peace, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace, relief and safety from suffering I search for from this existence where I just hope and wait to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so dreadful.
It truly is something so dreadful that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be permanently free from it, I wish for no more pain and suffering rather all I want is for all to be gone for me, I just find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and the suffering this existence causes is endless. It's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is some peace, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer in this existence ever again and I just see it as so dreadful how I'm so cruelly denied the option of a death like never waking ever again as all I hope and wish for is no more pain and no more suffering.

I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, I just find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and existence truly is so cruel. It's just dreadful futile suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to not exist, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and all is gone, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always the most terrible tragedy.
No matter what I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering in this cruel, futile existence is endless, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist. Non-existence would solve everything for me and bring me so much peace and relief from suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist, I'd just never wish for this cruel, torturous existence where there is all this endless unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I'll always see existing as being only suffering.

I find it the most terrible tragedy to be conscious burdened with this existence of suffering, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to sleep permanently, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the harmful, terrible tragedy of existence. The only relief for me really could only lie in never suffering ever again and I'm just so tired of suffering in this existence and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just wish for no more pain and suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so I can finally escape from and find peace from the terrible tragedy of this futile existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer ever again has been all I've wished for.
It truly has been all I've wished for and as long as I exist I'll only wish for some peace from the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

Non-existence is all I personally see as desirable and is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence where there is all this unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering of existing is endless, for me non-existence is all that's positive, it'd solve everything for me and bring me so much peace from suffering in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die. It's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence, for me the only relief could lie in non-existence where all is finally gone and I'd just prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I could ever hope for, I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, I'm just always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and the peace of an eternal sleep is all I can hope and wish for, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather allI hope for is non-existence, to permanently not exist really is all I see as desirable and the peace of non-existence has been all I've hoped for, I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of being burdened with this futile, torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death.

It's just suffering there was never a need for at all and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me any peace from, I personally just hope to sleep permanently, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, it really is just so dreadful to me and I find it so dreadful how I was forced to be conscious burdened with this existence. I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, harmful existence rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to sleep permanently, I just want to never exist ever again and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this futile, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to be free from all the suffering, I just want all to finally be gone for me and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep to finally escape from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I wish for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten, I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

I'd just never wish for this cruel, painful existence and no matter what I'd just prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, non-existence truly is all that's desirable for me in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just find it so torturous to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting to never exist ever again and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I'd always prefer to not exist as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, non-existence would solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'll just always and only wish to not exist, I'm so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from being enslaved in this existence.
I truly do always suffer from being enslaved in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing no matter what rather all I hope for is some peace, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this dreadful, harmful existence that just caused and brought all this suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed and I always suffer so much from how the torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

I'd just prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace, I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing and I truly do suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence. I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful how I was forced to suffer at all, I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I personally suffer just from being conscious in this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I hope for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much from being burdened with this existence I just never would had chose and nothing would make me wish for any of this, existence to me really is the problem and I'm just so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never meant for any of this.
I truly was just never meant for any of this and I never should had been forced to suffer in this existence at all, as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for peace, I'm only meant to peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I suffer just from being conscious in this cruel, torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, non-existence is all I'm meant for and I never should had suffered at all, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as suffering all for the sake of it no matter what.

It's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me relief from, I just wish for the peace of an permanent sleep where I'm finally free from the burden of existence that I just never would had chose and was never meant for, existing really is only suffering to me and it's suffering so dreadful. I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence, only eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me the peace I personally search for, I just want to never wake ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, nothing no matter what would make me wish for the cruelty and torture of existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful to me.
It truly is so harmful and I see existence as only causing harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable and is all that can bring me any peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing no matter what rather I only hope for nothingness, I just want this existence to be all forgotten for me and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist. To me existence truly is an abomination that causes so much harm and I'll always find it so harmful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, I'll personally always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one only eternal non-existence could ever bring me any relief from. I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in this cruel, harmful existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I could personally never see existence as a desirable state rather I see it as so dreadful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, the suffering of existing truly is endless and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this futile, torturous existence no matter what rather all I wish for is non-existence, I just wish for some peace.

I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer enslaved in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering and cruelty of existing truly is endless, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this. I just want to fall asleep permanently and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep and never exist ever again, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from being conscious in this cruel existence and the cruelty of existing is endless. It's all just so dreadful and painful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I hope for is non-existence, only never suffering ever again is desirable for me. I just want all to finally be forgotten, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and existing to me really does just feel like only suffering, there's just so much cruelty in this futile existence, it's all just so terrible to me and I suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep as I'm just so tired of it all, I'll always be so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen that I was just never meant for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish for some peace, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I just hope for the relief of an eternal sleep where finally this existence is no longer my problem and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway, existing to me really is just futile suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I could personally only ever see non-existence as positive as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in eternal sleep, only non-existence could ever solve everything for me and is all I hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I personally suffer just from being burdened with this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want all to be gone with this existence no longer my concern, I truly am always so tired of it all and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want some peace, peace has been all I've hoped for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
I really will always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and cruelty of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it really is all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist.

I'd just never wish for the torturous burden of existence and I'll just always see it as so dreadful how this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed, existence to me really is the problem and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I wish for and I'd just never wish for any of this, to me existing truly is just unnecessary suffering and I'd always prefer to not exist. For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief from the cruelty and torture of existing and it's just so terrible to me how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'll always see it as so dreadful to exist no matter what, existence to me really is something so deeply undesirable and I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, it's so terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything and I'll just always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is so harmfully denied for me with suffering seen as to prolong instead.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing and it's all so dreadful and torturous to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to never exist ever again, I wish for non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and finally I'm unable to suffer, it's just so dreadful and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing.

I'll always see existing as being only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from as after all if I'm gone then nothing can concern me, I'll just always see existence as the most harmful, torturous abomination that causes all this pain and cruelty until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is no more pain and no matter what I'll only hope for non-existence, I wish for no more suffering in this cruel existence and I personally suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to never exist ever again. Existence to me really is the problem and it's one I'd just never wish for, existing to me really is only suffering and I see it as so dreadful how there's all this suffering all for the sake of it in existing, I really am just so tired of it all and as long as I exist I'll just wish for some peace, I just want all to be gone for me, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for, I just wish to be permanently free from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer, non-existence really is all I personally see as positive and desirable and is all that can bring me peace. I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer all for the sake of it in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and more than anything I wish I was just never forced to suffer.

I wish I was never burdened with this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and for me existence truly is the problem which is why I just wish and hope to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing no matter what rather I just want some peace and the only peace for me could lie in never suffering ever again, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me and I'd just always prefer to forget about this existence. I wish for non-existence as after all only then am I unable to suffer, there is no pain, no suffering and no cruelty in the peace of an eternal sleep, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just want all to be forgotten for me, nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to rest, for me non-existence truly is the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer ever again is all I personally see as desirable.
It truly is all I personally see as desirable and is all I'll hope for, I just wish for this torturous, painful existence to finally be all gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I personally suffer just from being conscious in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and I'll only be at peace once all is finally gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence, for me non-existence truly is always preferable, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence no matter what where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist, it's just unnecessary suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering and torture of existing is endless. It's all just so cruel and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to sleep permanently, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just hope to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this futile, torturous existence of cruelty and suffering where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to sleep permanently.
No matter what I'd always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering that just tortures existing beings until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'll just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous deeply undesirable existence. And as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence to save me from all cruelty, torture and suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist ever again, I just wish for the peace of eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me.

I'll personally always see existence itself as the problem and it's one only non-existence can ever bring me any relief from, I personally only hope to sleep, I just want to rest,I wish for no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There are no disadvantages to an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me and I'm just always so tired of suffering, it's tiredness only eternal sleep can take away for me and being me any relief from, I just want all to finally be forgotten but of course the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence itself as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I'll always see existence itself as an unnecessary harm and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist. Non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable and is all that can bring me any peace and relief from the futile unnecessary suffering of this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had wised for and never would had chosen and I'll always see it as so harmful to exist, to me existing really is only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way.

There is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and this existence is finally no longer my problem, to me existence truly does feel like the most terrible mistake which is why I always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly and harmfully denied for me with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what and there's just so much suffering in existing. It really is all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to peacefully cease existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again, existence is just so harmful and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this harm, cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, all I personally wish for is to never exist ever again, I just wish for peace from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I personally always saw as a mistake, I'm just so tired of it all and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to be gone. I wish for no more pain rather all I want is for all to be forgotten for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist and non-existence is all I see as desirable, it's all that can bring me any peace from this existence I was just never meant for that I'm always so tired of and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer, I wish I was never burdened with this existence as I'm just so tired of it all and it's tiredness only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from.

I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is the only peace, it's all I personally see as positive, I'm just always so tired of it all and I'd never wish for any of this, human existence is the most torturous burden to me and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is non-existence, I wish to never suffer ever again and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace that eternal dreamless sleep can bring me, I just want all to finally be forgotten.

 

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I wish this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I wish this torturous existence of suffering and cruelty was never imposed and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope for peace, I only wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all suffering where all is finally forgotten and nothing can concern me and all I hope is for this existence to be no longer my concern, to me existence really does feel like a mistake and I find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence that was so unnecessary that just caused all this suffering and harm and I'll just always see it as so harmful to exist.

To me existence really is the problem as after all it's the ultimate cause of all suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer at all rather I only wish and hope to not exist, I wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone, I just wish for this existence to disappear but I could only see never suffering at all as true perfection, I just wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering. It's suffering so futile and unnecessary that just torments existing beings and I find it so tragic how this existence was forced and I just see so much cruelty in how the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong even know it all just leads to death anyway, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as being only suffering.

 

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Just wanting peace.
Peace from this cruel, torturous existence is all I hope and wish for, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep and never exist ever again as non-existence truly is all I personally see as desirable and is all that can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I personally always saw as a mistake.

Non-existence really is all I hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this futile, unnecessary existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and I'll just see existing as only suffering, I personally suffer just from being conscious in this existence just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death. It's just suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence, it's tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me relief from and the only relief for me could ever lie in dreamless, eternal sleep. I just want peace from all the suffering and I always wish I could just fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again, existence to me really is the problem which is why I'll only hope for death no matter what, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only eternal non-existence could ever bring me relief from, I only hope and wish for nothingness, I'm so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to be unable to suffer.
No matter what all I could wish for is to be unable to suffer, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just hope for non-existence, the peace of non-existence would solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in permanent non-existence where all is finally forgotten, I'd just always prefer to not exist.

For me non-existence is the only relief and is all I see desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as positive. I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to never exist ever again and I see it as so tragic how this existence was even imposed and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to cease existing painlessly in an guaranteed way even know it all just leads to decay and death anyway and for me non-existence truly is the only relief. I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this futile, cruel existence, for me existence truly is the problem and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I just wish to finally be unable to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself really is the true problem to me.
It really is the true problem to me as after all it's the ultimate cause of all suffering and I'm just so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, existence itself really is the problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I only wish for non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten, existence to me really is an dreadful imposition that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and what is so terrible to me is how there is no limit as to how unbearable it can all get.

I really do only hope and wish for non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I suffer just from existing, no matter what I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the relief of non-existence. I just never should have been burdened with this existence at all and I'll always see it as such a terrible, torturous burden to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, I just hope for non-existence, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable and positive, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile, unnecessary existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered so much.
It truly does feel like I've suffered so much and no matter what I'll always see it as so cruel and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this futile, torturous existence. As long as I exist I really will just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally this existence is no longer my problem and all is gone, I just wish for all to finally be forgotten for me.

I'd prefer to forget about this existence no matter what, I'm just so tired of being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to finally be gone for me with no pain and suffering, it feels like I've suffered so much and what terrifies me is how the suffering can continue for so much longer with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'm just so tired of it all. For me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I personally find it terrifying how there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured in this existence and I wish I never suffered, I wish I was never forced to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it and it feels like I've suffered so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and it's all just so dreadful to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for peace from this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and what is so cruel to me is how I cannot just have the option of a death like never waking ever again, all I hope for is to fall asleep permanently and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have that.

For me nonexistence truly is the only relief, I'd never wish for this existence of cruelty and unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how unbearable it can all get just for one to be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway and I find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long, I'd never wish for this cruel existence and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer. Non-existence truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for and only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I hope for, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and nothing would ever make me wish for this torturous, cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I personally always saw as a cruel mistake.