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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence more than anything, in this existence so cruel only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, I always find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always finding it so terrible to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I never would had chosen and as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to be gone.

I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so terrible to suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence just waiting to die anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel, torturous and futile to me.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Existence just causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and harmful existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful non-existence is just the only relief for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

All I see as desirable is true permanent peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, cruel and futile existence finally no longer my problem and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I want is peace from this harmful, cruel existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer, I'll just always prefer to not exist, to me existence truly is the most dreadful, torturous abomination and it's one that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
There is just so much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen.

I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, I suffer simply from being burdened with this futile existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never exist again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always seeing existing as just being waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this cruel, dreadful torturous and undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I hope for.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence all forgotten about, to me existing will always just be suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I always suffer so much from being burdened with this existence that to me is just waiting to die, all I hope for is to be gone. I just want to never suffer again, I could just never see a point to any of this no matter what, it's all so dreadful, it's all so futile and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that to me will always be waiting to die.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, futile and torturous existence and I just wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope for non-existence.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I never would had chosen that I always saw as the most cruel mistake and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence is desirable for me, I just want some peace from the pain, suffering, cruelty and torture of this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen that only ever brought pain and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist again with this torturous, cruel existence finally no longer my problem, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Existence just causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see existence as the problem, no matter what to me existence will just always be an abomination and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this cruel, futile and undesirable existence all forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I wish for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I hope for and is all I could ever wish for in this existence so painful and there's just so much pain in existing, it's pain only non-existence can take away for me, it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this futile, undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want some peace.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Only hoping for peace.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, cruel and futile existence ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful I always saw as a mistake

. All want is to be gone and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where this futile, deeply undesirable existence is finally no longer my problem, I just hope and wish for non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from the torturous, cruel and futile abomination of existence.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel torturous and futile existence more than anything, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence.

For me non-existence truly is all that's positive, it's just the only peace for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all the pain and suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen, I just want to never suffer ever again, I truly would never wish to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
I'd never wish for any of this.
I truly would never wish for any of this and I wish this torturous, futile existence was never imposed more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence is the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful, all I want is to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful and torturous existence, I just find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for any of this and I always suffer from how I cannot have a death like never waking ever again, all I hope for is to not exist and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence when I'm finally no longer burdened with this existence I'm just always so tired of.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Just wishing for all to be forgotten for me.
No matter what all I could wish for is for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.

All I want is to be gone from it all, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered, existence to me really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away and solve for me, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all suffering.

I just want to never exist again, I'd just always prefer to not exist and I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence, no matter what I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish I never suffered more than anything.
 
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Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
187
I'm tired of suffering too. Why can't I just disappear... I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I want to turn into nothing, as if I never existed.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Non-existence is all I've wished for.
It truly is all I've wished for and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from the suffering, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again, only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just hope to never suffer again.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, allI see as desirable is the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and I'm free from all the suffering, all I hope for is to be gone, I wish to erase this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, it's the only relief for me.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and cruelty as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again and no matter what I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I hope for is to be gone.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence but of course all the suffering just continues.

I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this futile, torturous existence, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, all I want is to be gone.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Just wanting peace from suffering.
No matter what peace from suffering truly is all I could hope and wish for, I just want to never suffer again with this cruel, torturous and futile existence all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes and brings so much pain and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this futile, torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I could hope for, I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable in this torturous, cruel existence where there's all this endless suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and futile to me, all I want is the relief of non-existence, I just hope and wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering no matter what, it's just suffering only non-existence can take away for me.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Never wishing to suffer in this torturous existence.
I truly would never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never exist again.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I could hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so dreadful, all I hope is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this cruel existence I never would had chosen and never would had chosen, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all I'll wish for no matter what.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen.

I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just hope to never suffer again with this torturous existence all gone, I just wish and hope for non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, for me existence truly is always the problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
I wish this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I really wish this existence was never imposed and I wish I never suffered, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this torturous, cruel existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is true permanent peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm unconscious for all eternity with this existence finally no longer my problem.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Suffer from how I cannot choose to never wake again.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to escape from the pain and cruelty of existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and all I want is to never wake again, I just want to be free from it all, I wish for no more suffering, as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for peace, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I'm just always so tired of suffering, it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a cruel mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I just never should had suffered at all, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to never exist ever again, I'd just never wish for this torturous, futile existence of unnecessary suffering that I always saw as a mistake.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Existence just causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this torturous, harmful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just hoping and waiting to be gone and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this harmful, futile existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again with this existence all gone and forgotten, I'll always find it so harmful to suffer in this existence.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence all gone and forgotten.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it'a suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from, all I want is to be gone, I wish to never suffer again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful and tragic mistake, all I could ever hope for is to permanently cease existing, I wish for no more suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Existence just always feels like a mistake to me.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I could ever hope for, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence all forgotten and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, all I want is peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake.


Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from this existence I never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me. I'll just always see existence as a mistake and I wish I never existed more than anything, existence to me is just so undesirable, so painful and cruel, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,913
Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this, all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again with this deeply undesirable, cruel and torturous existence all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, I'm just always so tired of it all, all I wish for is an eternal sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what.
 
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