Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Just wanting all to be forgotten for me.
I truly do just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake, non-existence really is all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, all I want is to be permanently free from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, non-existence really is just all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, I just hope for non-existence, it's all that can bring me any peace from suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I wish to erase this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could ever wish for.
It truly is all I could ever wish for in this existence so torturous and undesirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is some peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing but of course all the suffering just continues.

It's all so dreadful to me, more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and all I want is to be gone.

I just want some peace from the suffering of this cruel existence I just never would had chosen and for me non-existence really is all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again with all finally gone and forgotten, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered at all, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's always so dreadful to me to exist and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so torturous and futile only non-existence is desirable for me and is all I'll hope for, all I want is to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see this existence I always saw as a mistake as being only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain with no limit as to how much one can suffer and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, painful, dreadful and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, painful existence that I never would had wished for and just never would had chosen, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this cruel existence finally no longer my problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence.
I really would just never want to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never existed, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for peace from the suffering of this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and it just feels like I've suffered so much in this existence I'd just never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and futile existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, in this existence so dreadful and cruel only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering, my wish to cease existing is ultimately as a result of existence itself and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this existence no longer my problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

It's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and it just feels like I've suffered for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with this existence finally no longer my problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, for me non-existence is all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the cruel, dreadful and torturous abomination of existence that I just never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer and I suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is peace from the abomination of existence, I wish for peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake at all, all I want is peace from all the pain and suffering of existing.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just want true permanent peace from the dreadful mistake of existence, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this futile existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again.

I just wish for this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake to be all gone and forgotten but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and dreadful and all I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, as long as I exist I really will just hope for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to be free from suffering.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be free from all suffering, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, it feels like I've suffered for so long and only being permanently free from all pain and suffering is positive for me, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me, existence to me really is the problem and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for this torturous, painful and harmful existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like a mistake to me.
It truly does feel like a mistake to me that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, existence to me really is the problem and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I'll hope for, I'd just never wish for any of this, I just want peace from this torturous, dreadful existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'll always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of an eternal sleep with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It really is the only peace for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and is just all I wish for, I just hope to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for peace from the dreadful, futile burden of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never suffer again, in this existence I always saw as a mistake I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence no matter what, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes so much cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I wish to erase this futile, deeply undesirable existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always so harmful.
It truly is all so harmful and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, deeply undesirable, torturous and harmful existence that just causes and brings suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible and harmful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the suffering.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer so unnecessarily.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem.

I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings so unnecessarily with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to not exist, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all the pain and suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible and I always wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence no matter what, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief in this existence so undesirable I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from the suffering I search for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I hope for is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is an unnecessary harm to me and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous and futile existence more than anything.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away and solve for me, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish to be free from this dreadful, painful and torturous existence that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish for peace from all suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all suffering, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence all gone and forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, all I've ever hoped for is peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous and dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering. For me existence truly is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve and take away for me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace from the cruel, futile burden of existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly is always only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering, all I want is to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, to me existence just feels like the most terrible, cruel mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is peace from the suffering of existing, I just hope and wish to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful abomination of existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this dreadful existence all forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could wish for is no more suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering, as long as I exist I'll always hope to be gone, I always find it so dreadful to exist and it causes me so much dread to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is forgotten, existence to me really is always the problem and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from it, I just want to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can bring me peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is peace from this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I wish for.
It truly is all I wish for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so torturous to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and suffering in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence, all I want is to be gone, I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more suffering.