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plzoffme

plzoffme

Student
Jun 30, 2025
103
Hey Guys,

So I planned to CTB on 9-19-2025, but I can't wait any longer. I want to say thank you to everyone who commented on my post, showed me loved, and was kind in general.
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CTB Method: Isotonitazene (Powerful opiate) - I plan on swallowing most of it that I have put in capsules, snorting the rest.
Reasons: To be honest its been a long battle with depression, BPD. and the world in general.
Age: 25
Location: At home in my bedroom. Was going to get a hotel room, but I want to feel comfortable in my final moments.
Music ill have playing: Dreamer - Ozzy
CTB Date: 9-14-2025

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I will miss this forum dearly. I want to say thank you to the mods and founder of this beautiful site... But, I look forward to whatever comes next after this existence.
Goodbye everyone, Ill miss you :heart:

PS: If I do not update this thread within 24 hours, then I have passed peacefully.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Mage
Jul 9, 2025
549
Thanks for your kind words. I wish you peace now. I'll pray for your soul and I hope you'll have a good place in heaven 🕊️
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
68
I'm so sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you find peace.
 
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somebodyfromeast

somebodyfromeast

Member
Sep 1, 2025
20
Thanks you for all respect what you show on forum
Hope, your method shows respect to you and takes you carefully and peaceful
❤️
 
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Firefly.Forest

Firefly.Forest

Member
Aug 28, 2025
50
All the best to you and I wish you a peaceful journey. Thank you for all you have shared.
Take care
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

I’ll do it whenever I stop being a coward
Mar 15, 2025
62
Good luck man, hope you find peace.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
798
I'm so sorry it has come to this. Peace be with you❤️
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Looking for answers as I exit this life
Aug 27, 2025
176
I am going to be honest with you. Yes, I want you to find the peace you deserve but I am sad that you are exiting this life. You've been an important part for many people on this forum. You've offered insight and kind words and truth. You were one of the first people that I responded to my first few posts. I was struggling and you offered me kindness with your words and made me feel less alienated and alone.

In so many ways, you matter. You fucking matter.

I'm not naive. I know that I am on a website that's focused on suicide but your existence means something and you won't know the gift you are in the lives of the people who suffer along with you. But, only you know what is best for you and all I can do is hope that you've read this message before you make your final, irreversible choice.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,664
See ya~ I wish you the best~ :) I hope you feel nicer and comfy there~ :) I'm sorry this world was so harsh to you that you even wanted to leave it early~ :( I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)
 
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dontwakemeup

Elementalist
Nov 11, 2024
800
I really hope you get the results you are planning for. I hope today brings you the peace you need. I wish you safe travels 🥰 Best wishes to you!
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Member
Feb 27, 2025
98
hope it all works out and you have a peaceful journey. Thank you for being a cool person that answered my questions and tried to help me out. Even saying you and I could do it together if I could get the stuff, which I could not. **cry**
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
1,461
Good luck to you on your journey to find the peace. I hope you succeed.
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Student
Jul 27, 2024
144
May you find the peace you deserve.

I hope it goes smoothly.
 
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DontCryForChimp

DontCryForChimp

I am a coward
Aug 7, 2025
14
Good song choice. Hope it all works out for you.

Farewell stranger.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
250
I'm sorry your life has come to this point. I hope you find your peace 🫂
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,108
Wishing you all the best, love and peace on your journey.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 

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