Teleftaía Anapnoí
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- Jul 6, 2023
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First I would like to say that probably the people who gave the final impulse to my death are seeing this thread. You were terrible to me, my plan was to have my last moments with my family, to have a nice Christmas and a good New Year. You took this from me out of pure pettiness. They went through my personal things again, invaded my space, found my farewell book and, as if that wasn't enough, they went to talk to my family.
I've been on the run ever since, with a manic episode that has left me paranoid. For me everyone was chasing me and I needed to protect my bottle of SN. It was my last chance to have a painless death, I can destroy my body in so many ways and you were petty in wanting to take away my only chance of a peaceful death.
To the people on the forum, I am following the metoclopramide regimen for as long as I can and I intend to take the SN at the end of the day. I got tired, I tried everything to stay alive, but it seems that my external greatly wants my death. They want even more than me. Despite everything I'm calm, a friend of mine found me and helped me. I had two wonderful days with him. I could have come out of this alive, I could have found a reason to live. This is what I was looking for while postponing the use of SN. I will try to answer everyone, I plan to take my dose at 00:00. Now in Brazil it is 2:00 pm. Between today and tomorrow I will take 25g of SN and I will finally go away. I just wanted to see my daughter one last time, but even that was taken from me for no reason. Thanks, forum folks. You were very important to me.
I make this song 3 months ago, i was trying to handle with my depression. Hope you guys enjoy it. I love you all, i love my little child. I love this fucking world and i am leaving because i dont have a place to call home. I dont fucking belong here. In the end, i am a mess.
My song:
I've been on the run ever since, with a manic episode that has left me paranoid. For me everyone was chasing me and I needed to protect my bottle of SN. It was my last chance to have a painless death, I can destroy my body in so many ways and you were petty in wanting to take away my only chance of a peaceful death.
To the people on the forum, I am following the metoclopramide regimen for as long as I can and I intend to take the SN at the end of the day. I got tired, I tried everything to stay alive, but it seems that my external greatly wants my death. They want even more than me. Despite everything I'm calm, a friend of mine found me and helped me. I had two wonderful days with him. I could have come out of this alive, I could have found a reason to live. This is what I was looking for while postponing the use of SN. I will try to answer everyone, I plan to take my dose at 00:00. Now in Brazil it is 2:00 pm. Between today and tomorrow I will take 25g of SN and I will finally go away. I just wanted to see my daughter one last time, but even that was taken from me for no reason. Thanks, forum folks. You were very important to me.
I make this song 3 months ago, i was trying to handle with my depression. Hope you guys enjoy it. I love you all, i love my little child. I love this fucking world and i am leaving because i dont have a place to call home. I dont fucking belong here. In the end, i am a mess.
My song:
