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SNafued

A tangled mind at the edge of oblivion
Mar 19, 2024
13
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Farewells to you OP if this it! I wish you peace forever with no more agony never again and best of luck eternal.🖤
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
214
I hope you find peace, and comfort. I'm deeply sorry it's come to this- that life has decided to give you a disability so crippling that you can't tolerate being alive anymore.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
Wishing you peace 💜
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
I'm sorry that life forced you to make this decision, I wish you luck with your attempt, peace and freedom ♥♥
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
308
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
Sorry for my slowness
Hopefully you can answer
Did you test yours
 
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Oguzok

Oguzok

forever young...i want to be forever young
Nov 24, 2023
46
Damn( rest well
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
801
This will hopefully the last thread of me. Never properly introduced myself ont his site before. In summary, I'm a med student with an idiopathic condition that prevents me from retaining long term memories, learning properly and basically form logical congent thoughts, I had this kind of cognitive impairment ever since I've known myself and compensated it with compeltely dedicating my life on academic success and not to look 'stupid' by studying and rote memorising stuff. The condition got worse over the years until it became unbearable. I see no point in living anymore.

I did a bit of research and found the brand used by a person (interestingly another med student, Altalune) who successfully ctb'ed in my country 5 months ago. Asked people here who last contacted them, learnt it that way, and also learnt that she did not tested it and directly followed the procedure.

In about 8 minutes I will be taking 30 mg Metoclopramide and then 40 mins later the SN.

I never talked with anyone here enough to know them or exchange stories but I hope everyone here reaches what they have sought for.
i'm killing myself because of brain damage. I relate. there is no point to living as such. you are not alone.
 
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divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,341
Peace on your journey <3
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,324
Sorry life brought you to this point.
I wish you peace and freedom from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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IonicLemon69

Just Hangin’ Around
Jan 27, 2024
81
Good luck with the plans you've made & wishing you the best. 🙏❤️❤️
 
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glossble

homesick ⭒
Apr 14, 2023
95
I hope you find the happiness and freedom you deserve 💛
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,996
I hope you have found the peace and freedom you search for 🕊
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,355
I hope you have found peace! :heart:🕯️

RIP
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find the freedom you search for, farewell and best wishes.
 
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eva.yuki

eva.yuki

Member
Oct 2, 2024
6
I wish we spent more time together… Miss you so much❤️
 
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ctb2soble

The people who never frown eventually breakdown
Sep 29, 2024
90
Farewell, may your passing be quick and peaceful.
 
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ctb2soble

The people who never frown eventually breakdown
Sep 29, 2024
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