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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
253
Just took 1000mg Tylenol…feeling calm that 1mg benzo helps a lot with the anxiety
I have seen you around the forum ever since I first signed up, I am sorry you find yourself at the end of the journey, best of luck my friend, may you find the peace you seek!
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,497
Just took 1000mg Tylenol…feeling calm that 1mg benzo helps a lot with the anxiety
glad to hear the benzo is helping.
 
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nir

nir

27/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
310
We're gonna miss you here <3
 
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Kta1994

Kta1994

Specialist
Apr 25, 2019
307
Ill be joining you soon. Wishing you peace
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
Took my meto now preparing 25g sn to 50ml water, dissolved quite quickly
How are you feeling?
tooked my crushed benzos, feeling little shaky ..5 more mins and gotta drink the sn soon
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
868
Best of luck on your journey and we will be here should you change your mind or should it not go as planned.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
Drank it it's so salty
 
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absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
168
Holding you in love and light. I hope you find and know peace <3
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
Nausea
Vomited
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
114
We're here with you, know you're not alone.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
Idk if I should take a second cup it's so gross
 
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absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
168
If you cant take more and you immediately vomited you might want to call for help as it could just cause damage if I'm not mistaken.
 
Somethingswrong

Somethingswrong

Member
Sep 28, 2024
44
Good luck and safe travels. Tell death hi for me.
 
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rollingthunder

Member
May 3, 2023
58
I wish you peace. I'm sorry that it's come to this.
 
heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,728
I'm sorry you've suffered so much. I hope you're at peace now 🤍
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,712
Sorry I missed you. I hope you have found peace. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
BlackEyedDog

BlackEyedDog

Mage
May 6, 2024
554
i wish you didn't feel so alone in this life.
hope you've found your peace.
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,115
see ya~ I'm sorry for your misfortunes that led you to this~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,828
I hope you have found your peace.
 
kat6

kat6

a cloud of smoke trying to occupy space
Sep 25, 2024
82
In honour of 2ndme, gonna leave this here just in case. If you change your mind after taking SN, it is not too late, but you need to act fast. Call emergency services in your area, clearly state your location, and tell them you have ingested sodium nitrite and will need to be treated with intravenous methylene blue.
There is no shame in changing your mind, and we will accept you back with open arms.

That being said, regardless of what happens, I hope you find the peace you are looking for. If you go through with the SN, I hope it is a peaceful passing.
Oh man… I didn't know her, so I clicked to see what you were talking about. That thread broke my heart 💔 So so sad.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,497
hoping you're at peace OP.
 

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