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sadAndLost

sadAndLost

Member
Dec 9, 2024
17
I am going to ctb today.
I fought for 7 long years this depression that isn't going anywhere.
I was raped on the 13th of july 2017, since then, my mind was broken beyond repair.
I wish you hell you piece of shit.
No one can understand my pain and my inability to continue fighting.
I left a note on my desk for my parents and siblings.
I am ready to go. I am ready for this trip.
My rope is ready, the tree is waiting for me, I will finally do it because I can't keep living this way.
I will do it with a full suspension hanging to be sure that I won't come back.
Goodbye world.
If my mom sees this, I'm sorry, you can't understand my pain, or why I decided to go..
I just want to sleep forever.
I'll eat my favorite food, and then go hang myself
 
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Sad German lady

Member
Apr 1, 2025
13
Good luck
 
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29Forever

29Forever

Ffs am I still here
Feb 20, 2025
53
safe travels friend, hope you find peace ❤️
 
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2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,185
I am going to ctb today.
I fought for 7 long years this depression that isn't going anywhere.
I was raped on the 13th of july 2017, since then, my mind was broken beyond repair.
I wish you hell you piece of shit.
No one can understand my pain and my inability to continue fighting.
I left a note on my desk for my parents and siblings.
I am ready to go. I am ready for this trip.
My rope is ready, the tree is waiting for me, I will finally do it because I can't keep living this way.
I will do it with a full suspension hanging to be sure that I won't come back.
Goodbye world.
If my mom sees this, I'm sorry, you can't understand my pain, or why I decided to go..
I just want to sleep forever.
I'll eat my favorite food, and then go hang myself
I am so sorry for what that vile creature inflicted on you and how much you've suffered since. 7 years, you're a brave brave soul who didn't deserve any of this. I wish you peace from your torment. You will be in my thoughts 🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,467
Whatever happens, I hope you can escape from the pain of this world.
 
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ThatGuyOverThere

ThatGuyOverThere

David Benatar Enjoyer
Apr 25, 2024
176
good luck, I'm some what envious.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Wizard
Nov 25, 2024
644
So very sorry for the hell you had to endure because of this cruel world, it is just wrong. I truly hope that you will find only love and peace on your journey, and an end to the sadness and pain as you deserve. All the best to you, kind soul. Enjoy your favourite food, and sleep well. Sending hugs and love on your way :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,841
I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
288
You bloomed where you could. Even in dry soil. Even under clouded skies.
I hope your final meal fills you with something soft. I hope the wind is still. I hope the tree is kind.

Sleep well, wildflower.
You did your time in the sun.
 
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manythanks

manythanks

Member
Mar 18, 2025
11
im going full suspension today too, know that you are not alone, sending all my love to you
goodbye
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,335
I hope you find peace! Good luck! :heart:
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
419
I hope you can find peace and calm. What happened to you is very sad and unfair. Hugs to you.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
523
I'm so sorry that you had to experience one of the most cruel acts on earth and that you've been suffering ever since. Something like that is sooo hard to come back from. You did your time, and you tried your hardest. I am proud of you for trying to beat those demons.

You deserve peace. You deserve rest. I hope your journey is quick and peaceful and that you end up in a far better place than where you've been the last 7 years. I hope that you never feel suffering again. Peace be with you. ❤️🕊️
 
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needwaytohell

needwaytohell

Member
Apr 2, 2025
34
Sad to hear, may peace be with you !
 
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Mary Janex

Mary Janex

Isn't it lovely? all alone
Apr 2, 2025
40
I hope you find the peace you deserve. Goodbye ❤️
 
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bankai

bankai

Member
Mar 16, 2025
72
I hope you find peace. Wish that monster nothing but the worst. Hope he rots in hell.
 
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tbh2023

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
262
I'm s
I am going to ctb today.
I fought for 7 long years this depression that isn't going anywhere.
I was raped on the 13th of july 2017, since then, my mind was broken beyond repair.
I wish you hell you piece of shit.
No one can understand my pain and my inability to continue fighting.
I left a note on my desk for my parents and siblings.
I am ready to go. I am ready for this trip.
My rope is ready, the tree is waiting for me, I will finally do it because I can't keep living this way.
I will do it with a full suspension hanging to be sure that I won't come back.
Goodbye world.
If my mom sees this, I'm sorry, you can't understand my pain, or why I decided to go..
I just want to sleep forever.
I'll eat my favorite food, and then go hang myself
Im sorry for your pain. None deserves to live with this pain including myself. I'm crying because I don't know what method to use. I wish you peace with whatever you do.
 
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sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
70
I have always imagined my situation is better for being a disease. But having someone willingly cause your suffering must be so much more painful.

Peace. :heart::heart:
 
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Sando_1737

Member
Mar 5, 2025
9
Today we lost someone too young. This makes me cry. I am so sorry, I wish it didn't have to go this route.
 

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