Well guys this is it. In a few hours ill be checking into my hotel room, from there ill turn on some peaceful music, head into the bathroom then lights out via headshot. I really did enjoy life but my mental illness (bipolar type 2) has destroyed my life. I am 25 but feel like 90 with my self awareness. I did have a lot of fun times and for those ill forever be grateful. I have tried medications, ketamine infusions, natural supplement's but none of those will ever get rid of the nagging voice in my head as well as the extreme highs and lows. I want to be free, flying through the stars.... If there is an "afterlife" it will be cool to experience something other then this hell, if not then at least all this pain will be gone... I have been on this forum since 2022 with a few different accounts due to losing the password lol... But I hope everyone finds their peace :) Suicide is not the answer for everybody, for me its been a LONG time coming and for me its the answer for my issues. I hope to find peace tonight, Thank you 
