Story Goodbye

[lostmylove]

Thanks for support given by moderation team and being patient and understanding .


They've also inadvertently saved me lot of pain in the end.


Thanks for individuals who understood what pain I was in and made efforts to try to help me with my questions.


It's not fun being in an environment with the suffering here but Comradery with genuine people who understand and don't parrot back lines from quote websites has been invaluable even in a terrible time.


I wish everyone best in their endeavors. I am certainly killing myself very soon but this shouldn't be a fait for everyone on here I hope.

My fear is that I will drift on for couple more weeks because of lackluster in sorting affairs out but that's not going to stop me.

Crying all day isn't helping it's prolonging my suffering. I need direct action ASAP.


I've never taken the view that life is meaningless, I Enjoyed some aspects until situations took me out of my depth.


I can't lie 10 out of 24 years at least have been terrible. So least I got more than 50% of time being good somewhat.


I'm going to make profile and stuff private I hope and post history hidden If possible, if this isn't done please mods can you do this for me.

Sorry for trouble I caused at times, espoused in chat especially. I'm very sick .

Wish I wasn't like this.

Most importantly all that matters is going to be with my king again soon.

He is my captain and I wish I had courage to go down with the ship with him sooner. But I will I can't drift through pain anymore .


To quote the great Mark Knopfler


Now the sun's gone to hell and
The moon's riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But it's written in the starlight
And every line in your palm

 

[Al_stargate]

Sorry about your pain. It was fun chatting with you. You're 24, so still pretty young. Life still has more to offer to you but whatever your decision I understand and wish you well!

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I am very sorry for your pain and that all I can offer is a generic response. I really do hope you find peace one way or another :(

 

[outrider567]

Thanks for support given by moderation team and being patient and understanding .


They've also inadvertently saved me lot of pain in the end.


Thanks for individuals who understood what pain I was in and made efforts to try to help me with my questions.


It's not fun being in an environment with the suffering here but Comradery with genuine people who understand and don't parrot back lines from quote websites has been invaluable even in a terrible time.


I wish everyone best in their endeavors. I am certainly killing myself very soon but this shouldn't be a fait for everyone on here I hope.

My fear is that I will drift on for couple more weeks because of lackluster in sorting affairs out but that's not going to stop me.

Crying all day isn't helping it's prolonging my suffering. I need direct action ASAP.


I've never taken the view that life is meaningless, I Enjoyed some aspects until situations took me out of my depth.


I can't lie 10 out of 24 years at least have been terrible. So least I got more than 50% of time being good somewhat.


I'm going to make profile and stuff private I hope and post history hidden If possible, if this isn't done please mods can you do this for me.

Sorry for trouble I caused at times, espoused in chat especially. I'm very sick .

Wish I wasn't like this.

Most importantly all that matters is going to be with my king again soon.

He is my captain and I wish I had courage to go down with the ship with him sooner. But I will I can't drift through pain anymore .


To quote the great Mark Knopfler


Now the sun's gone to hell and
The moon's riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But it's written in the starlight
And every line in your palm

'crying is prolonging my suffering' same here, month after month

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you have suffered so much in life. Life really is so cruel and unfair. I hope that you find relief from your pain in whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[playing_ostrich]

its sad and weird at the same time. i saw you in chat a lot. we talked a little but now your just going to be a crossed out name. goodbye friend :(

 

[Gabriel21]

Thanks for support given by moderation team and being patient and understanding .


They've also inadvertently saved me lot of pain in the end.


Thanks for individuals who understood what pain I was in and made efforts to try to help me with my questions.


It's not fun being in an environment with the suffering here but Comradery with genuine people who understand and don't parrot back lines from quote websites has been invaluable even in a terrible time.


I wish everyone best in their endeavors. I am certainly killing myself very soon but this shouldn't be a fait for everyone on here I hope.

My fear is that I will drift on for couple more weeks because of lackluster in sorting affairs out but that's not going to stop me.

Crying all day isn't helping it's prolonging my suffering. I need direct action ASAP.


I've never taken the view that life is meaningless, I Enjoyed some aspects until situations took me out of my depth.


I can't lie 10 out of 24 years at least have been terrible. So least I got more than 50% of time being good somewhat.


I'm going to make profile and stuff private I hope and post history hidden If possible, if this isn't done please mods can you do this for me.

Sorry for trouble I caused at times, espoused in chat especially. I'm very sick .

Wish I wasn't like this.

Most importantly all that matters is going to be with my king again soon.

He is my captain and I wish I had courage to go down with the ship with him sooner. But I will I can't drift through pain anymore .


To quote the great Mark Knopfler


Now the sun's gone to hell and
The moon's riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But it's written in the starlight
And every line in your palm

Safe journey and find you're way home

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you are at peace now. Rest well.