
Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
- 871
Ever since I got diagnosed with an ulcer a few years ago i've barely been able to eat anything other than tuna, turkey and a select few other things. There are so many days where I feel so god damn hungry because if I go off course and eat something with any mild spiciness, caffeine, chocolate, grease or citrus my stomach will hurt for hours into the next day and I'll feel too sick to try and eat anything else. An even bigger problem is that i'm severely underweight, have been since I was a child and my doctor encourages me to eat to gain more weight, he's prescribed me medicine which just doesn't really work anymore no matter how much I take it. It's small dumb reasons like these as to why i'm considering CTB. It's something that I simply would rather not deal with for the rest of my life. I've gone days upon days where I simply choose not to eat, because if really upset my stomach I'll feel like i'm suffocating while throwing up. It's unpleasant and not worth the trouble.