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ThinkingAboutThis

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Jan 7, 2019
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I need some help to survive today. The anxiety is relentless, and so is depression and the existential fear and dread. My body is hurting and I feel very confused and depersonalized.

I feel so alone and horribly scared. I have not felt this afraid in the longest time.
 
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ganpres37

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Aug 21, 2018
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I need some help to survive today. The anxiety is relentless, and so is depression and the existential fear and dread. My body is hurting and I feel very confused and depersonalized.

I feel so alone and horribly scared. I have not felt this afraid in the longest time.
calm down there bud, it'll be alright. what's happening??
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

Student
Jan 7, 2019
142
Having major issues trying to keep composed. The weather is scaring me, life is scaring me, a family member has a lot of health problems and I am fighting this neuropathic burning pain and inner shaking that gets worse every time I get really stressed. Thank you.
 
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ganpres37

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Aug 21, 2018
106
Having major issues trying to keep composed. The weather is scaring me, life is scaring me, a family member has a lot of health problems and I am fighting this neuropathic burning pain and inner shaking that gets worse every time I get really stressed. Thank you.
this may be of no help at all, but i'm sure you're very scared and upset, but it will work out. you will be okay. i know how difficult it can be to try and keep it together. i know how terrifying life can be. hang in there dude.
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

Student
Jan 7, 2019
142
Thank you so much. I really appreciate it.
 
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Kyrok

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Nov 6, 2018
970
In therapy, there is something called "catastrophizing." It is when you fixate on worst-case scenarios, a problem I frequently have. I get overwhelmed by the awful things in my life and can't think beyond them. So far though, I've only hit about 2% of all the terrible that could happen, despite often being certain that the worst is about to happen.

The fact is, life is a bag of shit. But it is not a bag of demonic scorpions.
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

Student
Jan 7, 2019
142
The fact is, life is a bag of shit. But it is not a bag of demonic scorpions.

I think I am going to go and print this and frame it. So well said. Thank you.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Hi @ThinkingAboutThis how are you feeling now? I hope you are doing ok x
 
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lost_soul83

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Jan 7, 2019
638
I need some help to survive today. The anxiety is relentless, and so is depression and the existential fear and dread. My body is hurting and I feel very confused and depersonalized.

I feel so alone and horribly scared. I have not felt this afraid in the longest time.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I can definitely empathize. If you wanna talk, feel free to send me a message. Tomorrow is a new day.....try and hang on. God Bless you honey.
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

Student
Jan 7, 2019
142
Thank you all. God Bless.
 
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Schizotypal

Schizotypal

I live to be hated
Feb 2, 2019
89
Hey @ThinkingAboutThis are u in any meds? If you're not you can drink alcohol to deal with anxiety and the feelings that came with... I'm doing it for a couple years, but isn't working well for me anymore :( Good luck!

edit: I'm going to see my doctor today, I hope I'll back to home with a zolpidem prescription
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

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Jan 7, 2019
142
Hey @ThinkingAboutThis are u in any meds? If you're not you can drink alcohol to deal with anxiety and the feelings that came with... I'm doing it for a couple years, but isn't working well for me anymore :( Good luck!

edit: I'm going to see my doctor today, I hope I'll back to home with a zolpidem prescription

Thanks. No, no alcohol for me. Yes. I did/do take meds. I have experienced some very disabling effects from some of them. I'd ended up in this painful uncharted territory where I just haven't felt myself for a few years, and life is beyond frightening and things are just scary or extremely sad or both. I get bad reactions with meds now. They used to help. Now I just take them to survive due to severe dependencies.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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@ThinkingAboutThis do any of the "grounding" techniques work for you when you are feeling like this? - I know sometimes it's just too far gone to be able to pull back and feel anything xx
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

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Jan 7, 2019
142
@ThinkingAboutThis do any of the "grounding" techniques work for you when you are feeling like this? - I know sometimes it's just too far gone to be able to pull back and feel anything xx

Grounding techniques do help at times. Sometimes, I just forget that they even exist. Thanks for the reminder.
 
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