SuicideRun
Member
- Jun 11, 2021
- 76
It's my first post on SS. Forgive mistakes but English is not my mother tongue. I have been reading to you for a while without ever intervening, and in a way I am glad to see that I am not alone in feeling out of place, out of time in this arid and dirty world. And a long, long time I struggle with my mind to keep up with life. But I'm getting tired of fighting to survive. Suicide is now part of the soul for an eternity, I always think about it, always. I'm so tired.
Reading posts in SS for the first time in a very long time I have not felt alone, I have recognized in many of you my eternal discomfort in living in this miserable world. You are all so kind, honest, free and light on certain topics that at times it made me feel better. I feel that my path is drawn, I would only like to be helped when I make the decision to remove the chains of this slavery. I fought so hard to get to my age, and I'm so empty now, I have no strength left.
Thanks for your patience.
Ray.
Reading posts in SS for the first time in a very long time I have not felt alone, I have recognized in many of you my eternal discomfort in living in this miserable world. You are all so kind, honest, free and light on certain topics that at times it made me feel better. I feel that my path is drawn, I would only like to be helped when I make the decision to remove the chains of this slavery. I fought so hard to get to my age, and I'm so empty now, I have no strength left.
Thanks for your patience.
Ray.
