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How did you first hear about / find your way to SanctionedSuicide? (2nd poll)

  • The BBC

    Votes: 75 3.2%
  • The New York Times

    Votes: 199 8.6%
  • Tantacrul's YouTube video

    Votes: 963 41.7%
  • A forum or social media platform (facebook, twitter, etc)

    Votes: 271 11.7%
  • Searching for methods

    Votes: 815 35.3%
  • Other news or media

    Votes: 99 4.3%
  • Wikipedia

    Votes: 133 5.8%
  • From a friend

    Votes: 69 3.0%
  • Fix the 26 or Stop Sanctioned Suicide

    Votes: 21 0.9%
  • Other sources - please leave a comment

    Votes: 139 6.0%

  • Total voters
    2,311
Kattt

Kattt

Ancient of Mu-Mu
May 18, 2021
800
I'm one of the A.S.H. members who have been part of the community on and off, since way back.
 
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Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
490
Tentacrul! Before, I guess when the persona of "Archness" was first birthed, with me writing my true and honest feelings. I felt that suicide wouldn't be that bad, considering alternatives, possibilities, where my life would likely go, where the rest of the world is heading, etc etc. I've herd about this forum and knew
A) To expect slander against a place like this.
B) The video itself is slander, I should investigate myself.

Then I lurked, could immediately understand it, and registered. Been roughly a year since I registered, I don't see myself leaving anytime soon, apart from death/ctb.
 
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fallstar98

New Member
Nov 1, 2023
1
It was google for me when I typed in about looking for ways that would actually be successful.
In all honesty though, the BBC ironically reminded me of this safe space.
 
ArteriesBindEveryon

ArteriesBindEveryon

Student
Feb 9, 2023
100
I said it on the first poll, but I'm incredibly grateful for Tantacrul's video and YouTube for pushing it in the algorithm. It had the exact opposite effect of what he intended on me, leading to me finding a community I've been looking for for so long.
 
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JustBeingHere377

JustBeingHere377

Member
Apr 22, 2023
20
Tantacrul's YouTube video!! I uhm, think that the video had the opposite effect to the desired one on me ^^'
 
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Romeo1984

Romeo must die
Oct 6, 2021
58
I saw a report of a police operation in my country where they arrested a group that helped people commit suicide after two girls died. In the report there were prints of the conversations between the accused and the people talking about a certain SN and about the SS.
I had never heard of the method with the SN, after this report it was easy to find the SS and about the method.
Thank you press for the "oversight".
 
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BlackMoon

BlackMoon

Peace-seeker
Oct 30, 2023
190
It's because of the Tantacrul's video, I was listening music when I found it in my recommendations, and finding S-S was pretty easy.
I always hoped to find such a website and ressources, and he served it to me on a silver platter.
 
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lunarusdemaskiss

Member
Nov 2, 2023
5
I scrolled through the internet looking for suicide advice and after digging and digging i finally was found this site. It was the hope i was looking for in finding a way to do it quickly/easily and the only place with people who had helpful information on suicide, the rest were literally just stupid help site that all the the same things. 'Drink water, eat, hope for a better life, go the people who care' but what about the people who have literally no one… anyways glad i found here.
 
deleted

deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
710
I watched a video called ''the worst sites on the internet'' and then the YouTuber mentioned SS, but at the time the domain was within the Tor network and my English was very bad at the time but I really wanted to join because I I had been wanting to die for years, some time passed and I was determined to kill myself and so I looked for the SS and now he was on the surface so I created an account and I had never had an experience like this... talking openly about it, planned, no be judged, be understood, even if this site dies, one day another will be born in its place, just as there have been similar sites since the beginning of the internet
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
I wanted to search for methods and just see if there was any discussion going on, so I downloaded the DuckDuckGo browser to do my searches. I don't know what term specifically gave this site as a result and I might have even not clicked on it for a few searches if it kept coming up, but eventually I did.

Edit to add: I already knew of most methods, so I'm not using the site for learning like the BBC would like everyone to believe, I wanted just some finer details and I was hoping to see data on success rates for each method somewhere.
 
dreaming_of_pearl

dreaming_of_pearl

I miss you I love you I’m sorry
Jun 10, 2023
54
I saw tantacurls video. I saw it as a sign from god or something to kill myself that this man would allow people people so see a place where the could be free. I never finished the video I searched the website and found it within a few minutes and found my new home.

Honestly if it wasn't for tantacurl I wouldn't have known this place existed

I wonder if he realize the impact of what he did by choosing to release a video on the website.
 
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FloodedForest

Member
Nov 4, 2023
9
I saw a feature on BBC not too long ago, of which they obviously didn't mention the sites name. So I searched it out myself.
 
Daymondog

Daymondog

Member
Oct 10, 2023
11
i came from Tantacrul's video,but never found the link. I could only find it some time later.

Funny that instead of making me stay away from this site,it just lured me to it.
 
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DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
607
I found Sanctioned Suicide when I googled.
 
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CPY

Student
Oct 30, 2023
128
I found about its existence through the other sibling forums run by Lamarcus Small.i lurked for quite some time before finally making an account.I knew about the "brand" sanctioned suicide back when creepypasta-like tales a
emerged about this darknet suicide forum.I was very much amazed the site was resurrected on the clear net
 
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DaBassBabyBoom

Member
Jul 28, 2023
8
I was searching for a method I could use the same day, useless to say I didn't find it and now I'm afraid to do it, but I really want to.
 
LunaDreamwalk

LunaDreamwalk

Member
Oct 3, 2023
27
i was searching for people that told there story and the new york times article showed up
 
DearMe

DearMe

Let’s have tea together.
Nov 6, 2023
33
I was definitely searching for methods (around 2018) to ctb without prolonging my suffering through overdosing and found this.
 
UnwillingSavior

UnwillingSavior

Mr. Self Destruct
Nov 2, 2023
114
While doing my research via "LostAllHope", I saw this website on the search results.
 
Vesiira

Vesiira

Dreaming Of Being Buried
Nov 7, 2023
151
I legit just found SS a few hours ago! From Tantacrul's video. At first I had a weird vibe from it, because that is what they want you to feel, but then looked it up and found out what SS is all about. Just a place for us depressed, suicidal individuals to go to have a safe space. To eventually find peace in some way, even if it leads to CTB. It's just that society will never understand since if you're not mentally ill, you just don't get it! So I decided to make an account, because I need that safe space. :) Hey y'all!
 
feannagan

feannagan

Member
Nov 7, 2023
10
In January 2023, I came across a BBC article about the inquest into the death of a person I followed on social media. This led me to discover the method (SN), A.S.H, and this website. I lurked a bit but never created an account. Then a few days ago someone else mentioned the most recent BBC article and I took a look, found my way back here, and finally created an account.
 
ppoyyx

ppoyyx

Life goes on but mine not lol
May 9, 2023
18
As alot of people here, i found this site because of a youtube video (probably Tantacrul's but i'm not sure ?). Kinda ironic when he said that for "obvious and safety reasons" he would not mention the name of the site in the video but still managed to quote words for words the community guidelines.. anyone would just copy-paste it on google and see SaSu and all its mirror sites popping up in first results. All thanks to him
 
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ilikemoais

ilikemoais

I'm getting on the bus to the other world, see ya!
Jun 22, 2023
20
i found tentacrul's video on my feed, found it very interesting cuz i never found trust worthy methods before so i gave it a try and ended up joining to this forum even tho i don't usually post or anything i just read methods or stories from other people that are going trough similar situations as me . I find kind of ironic that a video made to stop this forum ended up making more people finding this forum
 
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deadlemonade

Member
Oct 19, 2023
25
Please select up to two choices.

The 1st edition of this poll was posted a little over half a year ago. Given that the site is currently getting a lot of attention due to the recent BBC article, it was thought that a new poll would be more representative of recent and current members.
tantacruls video. sucks for him because i bet lots of people came here and are doing the exact thing he doesn't want. he didn't even do a good job of censoring it. i'm glad i found this place so i can finally ctb. L bozo
As alot of people here, i found this site because of a youtube video (probably Tantacrul's but i'm not sure ?). Kinda ironic when he said that for "obvious and safety reasons" he would not mention the name of the site in the video but still managed to quote words for words the community guidelines.. anyone would just copy-paste it on google and see SaSu and all its mirror sites popping up in first results. All thanks to him
that is exactly what i did 😭 like he didn't even try
 
justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
408
Tantacruls video finally gave me a website i needed
 
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ToTheEgress

ToTheEgress

Everything hurts
Nov 10, 2023
11
Got the Tantacrul video recommended to me, just what I needed. I had previously been on the suicide board on 8chan but that's gone since several years ago.
 
Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
300
I used to hang about on the subreddit, a while after the ban I found out the community had moved to here and decided to sign up.
 

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