Help How do people come to terms with what’s after?

[Tally]

It's a tough question. I'm sadly one who believes that time doesn't run linearly, ie the events in our life don't happen in the way we perceive them. I worry therefore that one would still be able to feel pain through suicide, because that events is not necessarily the last in your life.

 

[Mart]

I don't think anything is after, at least that's what I pray for. I find the idea of heaven terrifying, well, at least having to go there for eternity. In reality I think the best possible outcome would be for there to be a heaven. I can see that all my friends and family are there or going there, and they can be happy for eternity, but I want that to be a choice because I'd rather not exist or have any living mind of consciousness after my death. I just want to stop being.