How do you feel about your body, and other specific physical traits?

[bieatmania]

I am largely disconnected from my own body because of the time I spend online and how much I am more attached to my online persona than my real life self.
I can hardly recognize my own face in mirror, I don't think they look too bad to make me feel bad. I hardly find myself in situation where my looks would affect the outcome. and it feels like skillcheck where you roll dice to determine the outcome since I am addicted to video game like disco elysium.

I used to have body dysmorphia but then my face and body developed as I've gone through process of puberty, I am glad to have my chin not recessed and that might offend people who has recessed chins. My nose are large due to the amount of time I picked my nose as child, I had OCD symptom where I would constantly "clean" inside of my nose by picking it with my finger. that's all I can say about it.

 

[JobuLio111m]

I don't mind how other people see me, since their values seem too alien to affect me. but I do feel guilt every time i see my body in the mirror because im reminded it looks how it looks due to the fact that im eating more than ive earned.
To connect this to "other traits", it reminds me how much ive gotten purely from being born into (white-majority) America. As opposed to people on the other side of the world who actually work for a better world instead of aspiring to. Malnourished and underweight despite the worlds of effort they've put into the universe. I dont know if i want to be skinny. just whatever BMI gives me the smallest appetite.

 

[Anne Alias]

Sometimes I feel like I look like an oaf. Full on medieval village idiot somewhere in Poland type oaf. It doesn't really last more than 20 minutes but hey its.. A thing I think sometimes! I don't even look like an oaf, I have so many non-oaf insecurities but that's the one that just really gets me every so often. (Also could be a dysphoria thing but who the tf knows)

Also a whole bunch of other stuff with not feeling human or whatever but this is the funny one sooo

 

[Eternal Pessimist]

I disliked my broken body even as a child and over time I've really just grown to hate it. Much of it is my fault, because I haven't taken care of myself and just let things deteriorate. Some of it is just terrible luck and bad genes.

 

[cme-dme]

I hate virtually everything about myself thanks to gender dysphoria. I have a very masculine body and I despise it.

 

[tartè]

My entire face. Idk how people IRL find me attractive lol.

 

[x3la]

It's male, which is why i dont like it. Most of my effort i put in at the gym is trying to get a flatter stomach and a larger ass, which is going....well
I spend way too much time each week shaving my legs and arms, cause i can't stand most of the hair on my body.

joking(?) aside, out of all the traits i inherited from my dad, i didn't get his blue eyes, which would have been nice.

 

[Ariii]

Physically, I hate how I'm not skinny despite being 107 lb (5'0 yall), I hate my stomach, arms, waist, and legs. I hate how board my shoulders are. I hate the scars on my legs. I hate how fat my fingers are and how flat I am. I hate how fat and round my face, cheeks, and chin are. I hate the fact that my eyes are small and wide apart, my lips are droopy, and that my nose is wide. I hate how massive my forehead is and the fact that I have a receding and clefted chin and that I have attached earlobes. I hate the hyperpigmentation around my mouth that looks like a mustache and around my eyes that make my skin look dirty. I hate how my eyelids are uneven, how one side of the mouth is bigger than the other, and how one side of my face is wider than the other. I hate that my eyebrows are nonexistent, my lashes can barely hold a curl, and my high hairline that makes it look like its receding. I hate how tan I am and the fact that I have an olive skin tone, I hate that my arms and face are significantly darker than my torso. I hate that I have zero waist definition and my body only looks decent in one specific shirt and jeans. I hate how my hair is insanely damaged at the ends, but it's too much of a security blanket for me to want to chop it off. I hate that my front strands are significantly shorter than the rest so its hard to put it into a braid. I hate my speech impediment that makes it hard for me to say my own name and makes it hard for people to understand me and makes people think I have an accent. Etc etc etc