How do you feel right now?

[Ash]

All over the place

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

So happy I got to hang out with some old friends today. I used to hang out with some of these guys all the time and we'd play so much Smash Bros but today we did all that and also got to have fun playing Magic the Gathering and even Darts and Billiards at a nearby bar. I'm also a bit conflicted that this is some of the best life has to offer and yet it's not enough to make a living out of. I wish it really was easy to just find a way to monetize hanging out with good friends everyday. Surely that's the case for some people but not many.

 

[lost_ange1]

Tired, fatigue, empty..

 

[Ash]

Powerful in what I know is a fucked up way from self harm. Also very alone.

 

[cait_sith]

Today is especially bad. I think that every day.

 

[Ash]

Just don't care anymore

 

[MarkSmith73]

Better than earlier. Relaxed listening to music. Temazepam kicking in going to eat a nice big dinner and maybe fall asleep at the table again.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Insanely stressed.

 

[Ash]

Like a very prickly hedgehog... But not as cute.

 

[lemonbunny]

embarrassed

 

[terra.nuvo]

Like a failure and like my life will never amount to anything. I'm so stuck in the sadness right now that I don't know what to do. Everyones advice to me at this point is to just pretend to be happy essentially and I don't know how to do that. I've been in this state for so long that I don't even know what happiness looks like. I wish I could just disappear. I wish I was never even born.

 

[bieatmania]

I fucked up relationship again, I do realize that I am fucked up and I will never be a normal person even if I wanted to. I just couldn't act their way, and they all see me as bipolar manic autist and avoid me.
but hopefully I can live the way I want to, people wouldn't like it if they knew, but it's the only way I can go.

 

[leaftomb]

Mainly just very tired. It's 6:49 over here, and I haven't closed my eyes all night. Sleeping doesn't do much for me anymore, I could sleep as long as humanly possible and I'd still wake up nauseous and exhausted like everyday. I just WISH I can get some actual rest sometime soon, it's been so long

 

[vak]

 

[Ash]

 

[SNastablesalt]

See title.
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I feel horrible. Praying for the courage to ctb.

horrific, hence why im on sasu lol

 

[NullSz00]

Like I'm in hell itself.

 

[Qua]

Calming meds are making me feel nothing currently. I'm after a breakdown, planning to stay awake all night to physically exhaust myself to the maximum

 

[Ash]

Heartburn/ulcer is

 

[Mirrory Me]

"When you are doing well, but then you remember/realize you screw up something in the past that still impacts your life..."

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Nervous/stressed, especially for work tomorrow since the heat index might rise into the 100s and I work outdoors, so this will be a rough weekend for me, followed by a grueling 4th of July week :/

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I'm drowning in a tsunami of tasks at work. But drowning is never my method, so I have no option but swimming.

 

[lemonbunny]

i rlly rlly wanna die

 

[Somelucknojoy]

Bored out of my mind. The more time passes, the more I realize I have nothing in common with the people around me.

 

[Ash]

Headache. Tired. Just realised it's Saturday which means it's my friends' child's funeral today. Fuck.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

I got my heart shattered into a million pieces.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Shitty. So much on my plate and work has been rough. At least I'm leaving the place in ~3 weeks

 

[RollingGiant]

Real fucking bad, and after like a month of doing okay

 

[lonely and depresse]

See title.
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I feel horrible. Praying for the courage to ctb.

Sad

 

[Ash]

Binged last night so unsurprisingly terrible stomach ache this morning coupled with from heartburn/ulcer.