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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
Ghost of Days Gone By
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
My life was fine, until my health went into ass. Sorry i am expressive.
 
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DreamsofDeath

DreamsofDeath

Fear of crashing and not coming back
Oct 18, 2018
75
Killing time until the bliss of death.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
A life worth losing. Hell a life worth never having had in the first place.
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
A painful joke
 
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favourite

favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
Wasted potential
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
Failing disappointment.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
A mixed bag. From grim to better to awesome to fall with big crash.
 
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couragetodie

Student
Jan 2, 2019
154
overcame a lot. big dreams. worked hard. fought depression. loved. was loved. unable to master mind. succumbed to mental, physical pain. couldn't defeat my past. failed to see a bright future. quit before it turned really ugly. (wished I could have been stronger).
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,134
Life sucks
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Adventures in loss
 
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CozyTime

CozyTime

Death should be a free choice
Feb 16, 2019
62
Short: Inspired by the people around me

Long: Forced to deal with trauma, the people I loved killed themselves or were killed one after another and here I am inspired by their actions wanting the same.
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
Short: Chaotic

Long: It's all my fault everything thats happened
 
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JohnUK

JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
Awful depressing sucks
 
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iiii5555

Student
Sep 12, 2018
121
This accretion of sensory, experience and feeling, programmed with the illusion that you're a individual is totally fallacious. There's no way to sum up your life, for you are, in fact, already dead. You're biological waste, pumped into a certain form and mechanic trhough the chaos of nothingness.

The things that happens in your life - that "define" your tragic story - means nothing.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Failure, been bullied most of my life and being harrassed, misunderstood, dumped by friends and girlfriends.. Sad story of my life...
 
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Into The Wild

Into The Wild

Member
Oct 7, 2018
35
Peaked age 18. It's been downhill since then and probably won't stop. I am trying, but just keep falling short of fixing things.
 
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interim

Member
Feb 25, 2019
38
Trying to reach something that apparently is not there... And in return - treated like an idiot.
 
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dmoroden

Member
Feb 13, 2019
53
i dont know... a big contradiction maybe...

i have all to be happy, but im not...
 
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HelpPlease

Psych ward
Sep 9, 2018
188
I had a pretty good childhood then I got fucked up. Then I really fucked everything up in an unbelievably huge way. I was a drug addict. But I was very sad. I am hurting everyone
 
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deathenvoy

Experienced
Mar 29, 2019
215
Life is mundane and tiresome at best, miserable and hellish at worst.
 
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JustDie

Member
Jun 18, 2018
54
I only remember the bad; can't form memories. They almost convinced me I was real.
 
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Fadingfast

Come in peace, go in peace
May 9, 2019
106
31 wasted years

Same. 31 with nothing. Been practising partial hanging but can't manage to pass out. Thinking the 6-7 hour to jump will be worth it. I just picked up drinking and I will not drive drunk..... I'm too weak to do this sober. Embarrassing.
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
Boring, empty, hellish, pointless, depressing. I could go on and on.
 
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Loli

Loli

highly flammable
May 25, 2019
119
Lonely life devoted to please other people.
 
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The.End

The.End

This too shall pass
May 18, 2019
80
I'd sum up my life as a total failure
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Dog shit served with shit and chips.
 
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