
Christina
Member
- Dec 6, 2018
- 17
Lately I haven't been sleeping at all. My mind is so restless and I just stare at the ceiling for hours trying to think of way to ctb or even fantisizing about it. I start panicing about the chance of faliure with CTB and having to continuewith life. Suicide is constantly in my mind. I cant sleep , eat or work properly because I'm always thinking about CTB. I have gone through a days without getting any sleep and it fucks me when I have to go out.