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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
I'm 29.

If you'd also like to answer, how many times have you attempted (with intention of death, not just testing methods)?

I've tried 4 times.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
0 times. 32
 
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tothemetalsickness

tothemetalsickness

World of Warcraft gamer
Oct 4, 2018
67
I am 30. Life has been ups and downs but I am not that suicidal.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
.
 
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musicismylife

Member
Oct 7, 2018
39
31, haven't attempted yet but I`m really suicidal right now
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
1 time - 48
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
29 here as well, no tries yet.

Lol I messed up and wrote "19" because I'm a little high on benadryl lmao
 
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ignominia

ignominia

O Rose thou art sick.
Oct 6, 2018
93
20, 0 times yet, but i have been thinking about suicide since at least 5 yrs ago
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
21 … always been suicidal , 3 important times
 
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naia_

naia_

Student
Oct 11, 2018
132
27 - failed 1 attemt because of clumsiness and neighbours being around.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
26 and 3 times
 
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DreamFreedom

DreamFreedom

Thane
Oct 3, 2018
68
20. A couple half assed attempts when I was young and stupid.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
29, One half assed attempt if that counts
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,034
27, at least for a few more days.

Two tries. The first almost worked, the second was just dumb. I never tried it again because of my dog, but the next try will be the last one, and a success.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
What did you all do, and do you regret it?
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I'm 18
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
^
Lucky for some
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Will be 21 by 2019. Goal is to ctb by my birthday.

Had a few attempts when I was young. But thanks to this website, next time won't be an attempt.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
^
Again. You are young
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I'm 36, and I've tried twice since I was 19. Now I'm determined to succeed, or die trying :D
 
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Maggotymaggots

Member
Apr 18, 2018
54
I'm 21, and there were a couple of times when I was around 17. They were so stupid though, I'm not sure I could rightfully call them real attempts.
 
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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
1 time - 48
Do you feel like you wanted to try again after your first try, or are you planning to just ride out life until natural death? (Please don't feel pressure to answer if it's too private.)
 
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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
20, 0 times yet, but i have been thinking about suicide since at least 5 yrs ago
Are you getting any help in terms of therapy and/or medication? Or have you thought about it if not?
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Do you feel like you wanted to try again after your first try, or are you planning to just ride out life until natural death? (Please don't feel pressure to answer if it's too private.)
I'd do it again yes, in a heartbeat, but for now, I do my best to ride out life a while at least..
 
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Sphinx

Member
Aug 1, 2018
36
If putting the gun in my mouth and aiming for the brainstem and being unable to pull the trigger is considered an "attempt" then:
I'm 21, 1 attempt.
 
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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
27 - failed 1 attemt because of clumsiness and neighbours being around.
Do you think you'd try again or did it deter you from wanting to go through with it again?
 
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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
27, at least for a few more days.

Two tries. The first almost worked, the second was just dumb. I never tried it again because of my dog, but the next try will be the last one, and a success.
How did you do it the first time? Are you going to try again the same way that nearly worked or are you gonna try another way?

Makes me sad seeing your age, it was the age I tried to take steps to better my life, but to no avail.
 
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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
I'd do it again yes, in a heartbeat, but for now, I do my best to ride out life a while at least..
I admire your courage to try continue, more power to you.
 
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