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ouvreyes

ouvreyes

シシ
Oct 7, 2018
131
17. first attempt was when i was 13. 4 attempts since then that mattered. most of the other ones were just me taking a bunch of pills even though i knew i didn't have enough. now that i've found this site, i can see where those 5 real ones went wrong, and will hopefully be able to put a smarter plan together soon.
 
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oldgray

oldgray

i wish i'd melt with the snow
Oct 19, 2018
82
i'm 19, haven't tried yet.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I'm 24.

I've overdosed several times, mostly between the ages of 16-20-ish. Maybe two of those occasions were proper attempts, and they both made me incredibly sick. If only I'd known how painful and unreliable overdosing is.

My ideal way to go would be partial suspension.
 
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Tara2018

Tara2018

Member
Oct 17, 2018
69
25
No attempts yet, but I'm sure now I want to die this year before Christmas.
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
32

At least 4 times trying to jump
 
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Fisherman

Fisherman

Member
Oct 21, 2018
12
I'm 20, and attempted partial suspension hanging last year, have felt this way since age 12. My childhood was the happiest and best period of life. As if I have been punished for the amount of joy I once felt.
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
I'm 29. I attempted partial suspension recently but that didn't work out so I may go with SN. I've been cutting since I was a teen but that mostly stopped once I could start drinking.
 
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whatsinmypocket

whatsinmypocket

Memelord
Oct 22, 2018
21
20
attempted twice serioulsy
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
25 - twice. Both uneducated and impulsive overdoses. Never was hospitalised for the second one, just out cold for over 24 hours. Hell of a nap

I'm also told that folks had to stop me from running out in front of a train once when I was blackout drunk. Not sure if that counts since I don't remember what my intention or mindset was. However, I was really fucked up and suicidal during that time in my life, and drinking an obscene amount daily.
 
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Fcancer

Fcancer

Student
Sep 24, 2018
184
28 - Never attempted, aiming for 1 and done soon depending on setup and getting house sold/affairs in order etc.
 
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Shogun

Member
Oct 18, 2018
8
I'm 38 and I've attempted 1 time... when I was 23.
 
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someoneactually

someoneactually

a lost cause
Sep 16, 2018
3
17, been having suicidal thoughts since i was 9 and have been wanting to ctb since i was 12
 
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P1nkamena

P1nkamena

Not Talking is what's going to kill me.
Oct 24, 2018
6
Im 18 and i have made 2 attempts
 
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faex42

faex42

Experienced
Oct 19, 2018
213
I may well be one of the oldest members on the site. Here and there I've mentioned my real age but I'm feeling embarrassed tonight
I don't want people to feel odd around me because in all truth I have so much in common with other members. . My first suicide plan was in 2004. I should never have opened my mouth and disclosed it. It was my best plan out of so many...

Break the Heart of Me- Langston Hughes
 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
33
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
47,
1st attempt when I was 16 [poisons screwed a few vital body parts as a result, spent 3 months at hospital]
This time I will do it right
 
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cupio dissolvi

cupio dissolvi

Member
Oct 20, 2018
48
I'm 18 but I'm really 40 because he's 40. I don't care about anything else.
 
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Lil_Intro_Vert

Lil_Intro_Vert

she/they
Oct 15, 2018
195
16, tried zero times
i feel pretty young here lmao
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
Almost 24 years
 
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Jane Doe

Jane Doe

Student
Aug 19, 2018
148
34. No previous attempts
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
16, tried zero times
i feel pretty young here lmao

You're among the youngest, that's for sure. But the age distribution here is skewed to the left anyway. Most people are below 30, I guess.
 
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Suicide47

Suicide47

Member
Oct 24, 2018
39
I'm 29.

If you'd also like to answer, how many times have you attempted (with intention of death, not just testing methods)?

I've tried 4 times.
Just turned 22. I have tried once
 
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ctkmtt

ctkmtt

living the dream
Aug 8, 2018
39
19, tried 2 times about to be a 3rd
 
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