Games How old were you?

[enough of this]

I was 12 when I came to know depression and knowing I didn't belong in this world. I always looked for love and connection with my family, particularly with my parents. But I never found it. My parents never knew how to show closeness and intimacy. As the years went by, the distance between the unconditional love which I truly am, and the darkness of my home life, widened. In an effort to survive, I grew farther from my true self, not closer. My depression and subsequent suicidal ideation, became my life, and is still with me today.

I've been to many therapists - psychologists, psychiatrists, hypnotists, "healers" - and the original pain of separateness has never left me.

I'm constantly looking for my way back home. The only thought that gives me relief, is that of suicide. I can't imagine leaving this insane world any other way.

 

[fedup1982]

How old were you when you first watched Titanic the movie

 

[Eriktf]

i have not watch it and i probably never will

How old were you when you first found SaSu

 

[EvilStepSister]

48