NSFW How the actual fuck do you hang yourself. I'm honestly losing my patience. What the fuck is it that I don't get?

[nolifer]

It does make hanging sound easy when you hear about how many people have succeeded with that method, but in reality it really is so difficult. I think that if I knew the answer, I would already be gone. The fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting. I'm sorry that you suffer so unbearably. This life is so cruel and unfair and I understand being desperate to leave. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

Same... a long drop hanging is perhaps the best method of all if you consider all factors like painless, instant, only need a rope and a tree in a secluded area. But I'm still paranoid about something going wrong, not going as I thought/hoped it would.

I think it would be much easier if I could do a long drop hanging inside my apartment but the ceiling isn't high enough. If it was inside the apartment then I could at least set it all up and put the noose around my neck, stand on the ladder, hands tied behind back, and I don't know but maybe I could find the courage to take the leap.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

I'm impressed with anyone who can go through with any method.

 

[Riddle]

if you really wanted to hang yourself it's really not that hard to tie a rope

honestly dude this comment is disgusting. Hanging is not easy because overcoming SI is a huge bitch that many people struggle with, not just OP.
Maybe deep down he wants to live and that is great tbh

Your comments in this thread have added nothing other than trying to goad OP or imply he is weak willed or not strong enough to do it. It is better you keep that to yourself

 

[houseofleaves]

if you really wanted to hang yourself it's really not that hard to tie a rope

what the fuck is wrong with you.

 

[Smart No More]

what the fuck is wrong with you.

honestly dude this comment is disgusting. Hanging is not easy because overcoming SI is a huge bitch that many people struggle with, not just OP.
Maybe deep down he wants to live and that is great tbh

Your comments in this thread have added nothing other than trying to goad OP or imply he is weak willed or not strong enough to do it. It is better you keep that to yourself

It's not the way @Darkover tends to react to things from what I've seen. I think something might be going on. Purely speculation but seems relatively out of character. Maybe a psych issue or a personal greivance (some don't appreciate/agree with OP's pfp choice) I dunno. He does have a brain injury though.

 

[Werewolf.]

Hey man. It's RREEEEEEEEE. RRREEEEEEEEEmember me?

 

[Mixo]

I'm really sorry you're going through being treated badly by your family. I used to be the scapegoat when I lived with them all throughout my childhood, so I know what it's like being the family punching bag. I can't offer any solutions with regards to hanging, as I've found it impossible to carry out correctly myself, but is there anything stopping you from leaving that environment? I know it's not an easy or straightforward path, but some kind of path is better than none.

 

[Dreamsindarkness]

Well If it makes feel better, I only had the courage to do it properly once and it didn't even kill me.
just crippled me a little. I have no idea how to overcome survival instinct. I don't even think I did that in my attempt. I just got "lucky":

, I was practicing and I thought I was in control all the time. "You're having fun with the "funny feeling" you're not actually killing yourself for real" That's what I told myself.
After a few attempts I had this thought "What if I stay in the dizziness/passing out feeling for one more second. One second shouldn't kill me. They said on google that it takes 10 seconds to die, not 5-6"
Then the dizziness came, and after 5-6 seconds I decided it was time to "abort" Before I could do that though I "woke-up" (felt more like teleporting) paralyzed on the floor. "What..." Then when I realized what happened, the first thing I did after I could move my body again (I couldn't move a muscle for a few seconds, If I remember) was immediately check my watch to see for how long I stayed unconscious. I counted 4 minutes. I had bitten my tongue and shit myself. And I have a stammer that I didn't have before. So there's my testimony. Maybe you can recreate my craziness.

If you're still here...did you try full or partial? How did it fail?