I am the sun.

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Everyone that comes close burns. It's always been this way..

I think I lost a friend. I never meant to hurt anybody and I never meant to let anyone down. Why I should not ctb now is beyond me.

I seem to only make mistakes that make things worse. I think I lost a friend not only in life but I don't think he's with us anymore. I don't know..

What am I supposed to do? What did I do wrong? What happened? My god....

 

[Empty Smile]

You didn't do anything wrong. It's the way life goes. I don't know the story of the friend you lost, so I can't comment on that.

Beating yourself up over mistakes is pointless. I am the same way, I make more mistakes than I can count, but I just blow it off as lesson learned. I don't think anyone wakes up with plans of hurting anyone, it's just how life goes.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

You didn't do anything wrong. It's the way life goes. I don't know the story of the friend you lost, so I can't comment on that.

Beating yourself up over mistakes is pointless. I am the same way, I make more mistakes than I can count, but I just blow it off as lesson learned. I don't think anyone wakes up with plans of hurting anyone, it's just how life goes.

I understand. But it hurts to know he may be gone and possibly because of an argument that wasn't even that crazy. I just really hope he didn't impulse ctb today like he said he would. :(

 

[Empty Smile]

I hope not either. Let's just hope he's sitting somewhere cooling off.