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artpopbestalbum

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Nov 8, 2022
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I don't like this world at all. I feel like we are in a computer software all the time. Everything is so fake and performative. Life seems just like a difficult test day after day.
 
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MyShadow

Torn between fixing and ending my life
Aug 27, 2025
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I don't like this world at all. I feel like we are in a computer software all the time. Everything is so fake and performative. Life seems just like a difficult test day after day.
This world is indeed a strange, strange place. There are moments in life that are so beautiful, I'm left slack-jawed and amazed. I've also witnessed thing that either disgusted or terrified me. The human experience it just strange.

Based on the title of your post, I hope you can find strength and make peace with the world. It will be difficult but that's why this forum is so important.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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I don't like this world at all. I feel like we are in a computer software all the time. Everything is so fake and performative. Life seems just like a difficult test day after day.
I think a lot of people feel similar. More of a passive suicidal ideation, along with feelings of apathy and indifference. I'm currently struggling with that as I type this. I have things in my apartment, I could end it all, but I don't want to *die*, rather, I want to *not feel*.
 
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MyShadow

Torn between fixing and ending my life
Aug 27, 2025
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I think a lot of people feel similar. More of a passive suicidal ideation, along with feelings of apathy and indifference. I'm currently struggling with that as I type this. I have things in my apartment, I could end it all, but I don't want to *die*, rather, I want to *not feel*.
This definitely resonates. There are days when my head is throwing thoughts at me that I just don't want to process and feelings I can't cope with. It's those days when I wish I could shut off my brain.
 
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58Alice85

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Aug 31, 2025
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people themselves seem like plastic dolls running some repetitive loop program without any real consciousness
 
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Yeah I think our society has poisoned the human mind in a sense.
 
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