Lara Francis
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- Jun 30, 2018
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Ahh was that the recent one you mentioned where the police turned up at your home what stopped you from jumping before the police arrived ? Have you never considered a partnerI failed because the police took me away before I jumped
No that was the second time.maybe 3rd time lucky!Ahh was that the recent one you mentioned where the police turned up at your home what stopped you from jumping before the police arrived ? Have you never considered a partner
Did they talk you downI was trying to jump from a bridge over the motorway.no I didn't get a chance to jump because so many police arrived.i never should have hesitated.I will know better next time
People are aware to look out for suicidal and get a hero's badge for savingInnocent members of the public are very good at distracting you too.
Yes this bridge way too busy and the police talked me down.I was intending to jump in front of a lorry for the best resultsPeople are aware to look out for suicidal and get a hero's badge for saving
I know.I have other more solitary methods in mind.sn , exit bag or n.I can understand the urge but if you jump in front of a car you are likely to harm or kill others, not good.
I know.I have other more solitary methods in mind.sn , exit bag or n.
Jumping is an esay way that does not need advanced planning and can be impulsive and effective.I really would do like to jump from beachy head,this would eliminate having others involved.
What stops you jumping ?I wouldn't care too much about the whole witness and train driver thing either but causing death or severe injury to random people is not cool... There was a time when I considered jumping
Totally understand you! Im pretty sure I dont have the guts for jumping. But also thought a lot about this method, pretty much for the same reasons.
What stops you jumping ?
Ha that's me all over I assume then that the people who jump haven't got vertigo - my body pushes back when I'm near s sheer drop I even have panic attacks driving up a car park ramp in my local city centre where the walk on the outside is tiny !!!I am terribly afraid of heights. Even standing at the railing of a balcony on the 5th floor or so makes me physically unwell. I'm an anxious person in general.
I understand, I really do. We are living in difficult times these days. In some ways things are easier but because we didn't evolve to not have accessible and reliable support networks with lots of family around. I think this is the major reason many pple are suicidal. The breakdown in communication and social cohesion. I like living alone but at the same time I don't like being alone with no secure trusted relationships and social support. Government intrusion into the family and social programs, easy divorce, kids outside of commitment, changing incentives that alter how we behave has a lot to do with why people less secure.I am truly unwell
As stupid as it sounds,it is the sheer shouting and screaming I hear from my husband not to do it.This is because he does not want me to die alone or taking our son with me.I feel his and my pain combined. it's not from being scared because I am over that.I get warm and exciting feelings when I know my attempt is near.I get angry with him because he doesn't talk to me at any other time and just need to ignore him now and say sod you ! It's what I am doing regardless.life in all its entirety has become senseless and unimportant.A hurse cannot pass me without me thinking how lucky they are.Every tall building or bridge is just seen as a jumping platform.!What stops you jumping ?
You wouldn't take your son with you would you?As stupid as it sounds,it is the sheer shouting and screaming I hear from my husband not to do it.This is because he does not want me to die alone or taking our son with me.I feel his and my pain combined. it's not from being scared because I am over that.I get warm and exciting feelings when I know my attempt is near.I get angry with him because he doesn't talk to me at any other time and just need to ignore him now and say sod you ! It's what I am doing regardless.life in all its entirety has become senseless and unimportant.A hurse cannot pass me without me thinking how lucky they are.Every tall building or bridge is just seen as a jumping platform.!
No don't even I beg you not too as a stranger I get where your coming from lost husband emotionally drained and you do what you feel is absolutely necessary but I'm sure illl be supported on this one let your son grow and make his own decisions ideally his decision would to want his mum in his life
He sounds like a good un :)My son has just told me that I am the greatest mum on the universe although there is room for improvement.!
Improvement in what way I asked , I could give him more money.! But other than that I was the best.
I adore our boy but hate my thoughts and impulsiveness which can be very dangerous.I know it's wrong and take on your comments.Thankyou
My son has just told me that I am the greatest mum on the universe although there is room for improvement.!
Improvement in what way I asked , I could give him more money.! But other than that I was the best.
I adore our boy but hate my thoughts and impulsiveness which can be very dangerous.I know it's wrong and take on your comments.Thankyou