
Ghostofthepast
Student
- Dec 31, 2022
- 176
No matter what I do I always fucks something up I cant keep up woth the growing tech trend I have have any skills a normal man my age would have I hate my body it's so skinny and weak I look like a kid now a man my clothes never fit right due to my size not to mention I hate how stuff feels I'm just all kinda of fucked in the head I don't feel like I'll ever make it in a modren day setting because of how reliant we are on tech cars higher paying jobs I just cant do any of it I'm not stupid by any means I have above average iq bit my disabilities makes me seem like I'm a dumb ass that dosnt know shit I feel so alone I csnt connect with people I'm always made fun of for being a fag when I'm not no one understands me and this world dosnt allow me to just be me I'm tired of waking up I wish I wouldn't I don't truly want to be here anymore I just want to be gone not die just vanish cease to exist 
