Venting I have anxiety towards hanging.

[Doll Steak]

What if the rope loosens and my neck comes loose, I fall and am revived and I'm paralyzed or something. What if its painful and I regret it in those final moments, sure not important when id be about to die but that's exactly it, that pain would be all that mattered anymore and id panic and panic in my final moments of existing.

My brain works so stupid, I even care about how I'd look after I'm dead even though I'd literally be dead and free from perception or urges to look a certain way anymore so I'm even more apprehensive. I hate this.

I'm especially worried about the failing, I can't fail. Maybe I'm just being paranoid like always, it'll probably be fine if and when I do. I don't even have any other methods. I hate it all so fucking much.

 

[kopebaldy]

I too fear my hanging attempt would fail dues to a million imaginary reasons in my head, but I'm sure we all prepared to have the highest chance our circumstances allow.

So either we trust it and go or wait for better chance, thinking ab it only creates unnecessary stress and gives our brain more ammunition against us.

Worst case scenario, let's just hope we'll be dangling long enough to be braindead if something goes wrong.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

partial or full? Full usually doesn't fail - it's only a question of time then once you kicked the chair away.

 

[Eriktf]

it is not painfull, if you tie a good knot it will not just loosen, ways to feil are mostly if mountpoint/rope brakes, being found/stopped, SI, or in partial you can fail if you dont get the pressure on the right spot but there not rely any change of getting paralyzed since you brain have blood flow