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RottenOdysseus

RottenOdysseus

θᾰ́νᾰτος
Feb 25, 2019
100
Like legit none. I'm super bored of video games, I can't find anything to watch (TV, youtube, documentaries, movies), books are boring, I don't like games,creative things like art or wood work are too much energy and I'm too dumb for it/I never improve. All I do is skim the internet, and even then I don't really focus on anything, I just bounce around looking for something thats not mind numbingly dull for me. I usually just sleep all day honestly. I'm in uni right now but I don't even do the work so I don't even have that as a hobby/activity. I wish I could get interested in things again but everything feels so repetitive and pointless. I have no energy anymore for hobbies despite spending most of my time sleeping, it makes no sense.
 
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JustOverIt

JustOverIt

Experienced
Nov 8, 2018
270
Like legit none. I'm super bored of video games, I can't find anything to watch (TV, youtube, documentaries, movies), books are boring, I don't like games,creative things like art or wood work are too much energy and I'm too dumb for it/I never improve. All I do is skim the internet, and even then I don't really focus on anything, I just bounce around looking for something thats not mind numbingly dull for me. I usually just sleep all day honestly. I'm in uni right now but I don't even do the work so I don't even have that as a hobby/activity. I wish I could get interested in things again but everything feels so repetitive and pointless. I have no energy anymore for hobbies despite spending most of my time sleeping, it makes no sense.

This is what the system does to us. Makes us zombies, forcing us to work to be financially worthwhile in order to just survive. And the only accepted and supported lifestyle is a materialistic and mundane one. We do not matter unless we are valued financially to someone or something. We have completely missed the point.
 
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Davy

Davy

Have a great day!
Mar 24, 2019
144
I feel you. Anhedonia is when you don't find anything enjoyable anymore, even the things you used to love, and it sucks. It's robbed me of my hobbies and joy in life.
I've been trying to take an effort into enjoying the small things in life, like going on night walks or appreciating a good meal.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
They're all gone for me too. If there were a casino near me, I'd love to play poker again, but the nearest is 45 minutes away.
 
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Eeyore

Eeyore

Member
Aug 4, 2018
94
Same man. These days I start the game and quit after 20 mins and I used to really care about music but these days I turn on my program for music and quit after a few mins.
 
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Barzakh

Barzakh

Member
Apr 7, 2019
14
i know that feeling ..i can honestly say thats what makes me want to CTB the most. The pure boredom and not being interested in anything ... i do find that when i smoke weed it makes me feel better and i find that little spark to keep going and i can find things enjoyable.
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
this is my main reason to ctb
 
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IronTusk

IronTusk

Experienced
Apr 10, 2019
266
Yeah I just skim the internet as well. It's a shitty lifestyle. The internet is a drug for depression and it's not a very good one.
 
JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
Me neither. Sleep is my only solace now, unfortunately it's getting harder to actually fall asleep. I don't have any hobbies anymore, just distractions to kill time until I die.
 
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Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
Pfft at least you can play video games

All I do is watching suckers record it and publish in youtube

Technically my hobby is to watch people do what I'd like to do worse than I would and make them earn money with that. Soccer is the usual getaway at this time in the year, south american season is kicking off for real and european season is on its climax with champions league/domestic cups semifinals and the ABSOLUTELY INSANE race in the premier league this year

Oh god i so want to hear another AGUEROOOOOOOOOOOOO
 
Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Have you tried hiking? Even just walking into a forest can bring a lot of peace and rest. Cooking good and balanced meals can also be very rewardful.
 
Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
Sure I love cooking. I only eat a couple of times a day though?
 
seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
The last remaining hobby I have is playing guitar which I'm losing interest in. I always get a "what's the point" feeling after playing.
 
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