I Just Wanted a Win

[quietwhisper]

I'm so tired of being let down. I feel like I've been fighting my entire life just to exist. One disappointment after another. One bad decision after another. Friends who are your friends until you need them. I'm crying as I write this because I've hit my breaking point. I'm sad because there are things that I still wanted to experience in life.

 

[BeepyNerd]

What kind of thing did you still want to experience? Maybe you can try to do some of them as a sort of "bucket list". If you're here you probably thought about ending it, but even if you do, might as well try to have some fun beforehand.

 

[itwillhappensoon]

What things you wanted to experience? and what's stopping you from experiencing them ?

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

At almost 60 years old, I can say that I have experienced something in life. Including moments where I won. The word is: disappointing. Even the happy moments seem silly to me. Without any meaning. Everything ends up being an endless repetition. But I understand that you want to experience it. There is a great chance that in the end you will end up seeing that it was just an illusion. But again, I understand perfectly how you feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I wish you the best.