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Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
I'll start!

- the dishes have me surrounded from all sides of the couch
- the dirty laundry is piling out of the hamper
- food packaging is scattered all over the bench
- I have been unreachable for weeks beyond a text message
- I'm too ashamed to let anyone in the door
- I smell like a mixture of food mould, dog pee, and my own BO

Now your turn!
 
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Slate128

Slate128

Member
May 5, 2019
84
- when I have everything I was looking for and still can't be happy
 
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AsexualBarbieBoy

Member
Jun 7, 2019
87
-when I can't sleep
-when I can only focus for five minutes for every hour I zone out
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
2,113
I have a beard as I fuckin hate beards and men who have beards [nothing personal, just remind me of someone I would rather not be reminded of]
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
When I can't sleep and drowning in Gin and diazapam. I also shower though.
 
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PurpleRose

Member
Sep 8, 2019
5
When I start remembering the wrong choices I made from when I was 6 yrs old to date.
 
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burnedCookie

Student
Aug 8, 2019
120
When guilt and self hate start to become unbearable. Then I start to sleep escape as much as I can but it's even worse when I wake up. I know then that I'm going to go through really hard times.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Can't get myself to do simple things.
Become very upset with myself after making small mistakes.
Can't think things properly
 
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sadgirl2002

sadgirl2002

Fallen Angel
Apr 9, 2019
452
When something small that upsets me makes me severely distressed to the point that I want to harm myself and commit suicide.
 
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Futility

Futility

Student
Aug 13, 2019
183
- I'll listen to the same song on repeat until I realize the sun is coming back up over the horizon.
 
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H2H2

Specialist
May 31, 2019
320
- I know its the postman with a parcel Im expecting who is ringing the doorbell but I dont have the strength to get out of bed.
 
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mynameispaige

mynameispaige

Member
Sep 1, 2019
58
When I have to take sleeping pills every night because the second I lay down every emotion I'm trying to block out hits me at once and I start crying and begging for my life to just end.
 
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Quitter

Quitter

Member
Sep 4, 2019
77
When someone asks me "how are you?", and I want to simultaneously laugh and cry.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
When i can't even remember what sobriety feels like.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
When I'm afraid to leave the house and just stay in bed all day, don't shower or do any housework.
 
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Erin Inari

Erin Inari

Member
Sep 9, 2019
72
When something small that upsets me makes me severely distressed to the point that I want to harm myself and commit suicide.

Same, love it when it happens at work as well
 
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wendydong1

Experienced
Jul 31, 2019
295
Saw a dog in the elevator and didn't even want to pet...
 
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CozyTime

CozyTime

Death should be a free choice
Feb 16, 2019
62
- When a friend wants to kill themselves and all you say in response is that you'd help them out.
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
I start my binge drinking/sleeping cycle
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
>implying theres a time in my life im not crippled by depression
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
When the first thing that strikes me when I wake up each morning is that I'm still alive.

Let the depression game begin.
 
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sad_frog

sad_frog

Member
May 21, 2019
97
-everyday household object become weapons to harm myself and nothing more.
 
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TheblueBunny

TheblueBunny

Life is like a cactus
Sep 16, 2019
17
When I no longer try.
 
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ScorpiusDragon

ScorpiusDragon

Mage
Mar 25, 2019
593
I feel happiest when I am holding my SN.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I spend way too long sitting staring into space. I'm aware that I'm sitting doing nothing but I don't have the power to move.
 
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donealready

A person
Dec 6, 2022
3,571
When I can't even be bothered to CTB
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
When I don't leave my room for weeks other than bathroom and food
 
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Laivirt

Laivirt

No one is going to save you.
Feb 5, 2023
31
When my room is a mess for weeks on end and I struggle just to shower and exercise.
 
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soontobedone

soontobedone

Leave blank
Feb 27, 2023
314
When I hide inside alone for weeks.
 
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