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Next-to-Nil

Next-to-Nil

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Mar 2, 2023
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When the last 20 messages in my DMs - all sites, apps, and forums combined - are from men.
 
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Hello people ❤️
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When my drinks get warm and food gets cold
 
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LoiteringClouds

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When I searches for a rope on Amazon. In Japan, ropes on Amazon have reviews given by suicidal users.
 
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Press X to Bust

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When you walk around your house trying to find find the best spot to hang yourself
 
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suprswag

suprswag

have a good day
Feb 28, 2023
62
-I can't get out of bed without feeling like I'm about to pass out
-breakdowns from the smallest inconvenience
-I stay in bed for hours after waking up, doing nothing
-I can't brush my teeth or even wash my face (I struggle to brush my teeth already, but when I haven't for a while I'm likely in a deep pit of depression at the moment)
-can't eat (I struggle with overeating so its hard for me to not eat)
-I see/imagine/hallucinate myself hanging from every surface that's possible to hang from
-overthinking of the smallest things
-impulsively try to ctb
 
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LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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So like... "0/5, source; I'm typing this"?
A user wrote:
5/5 stars - I think I won't actually use it but it gives me a peace of mind.

I haven't seen a user who says they had failed yet.
Some people on SaSu also reported similar sentiments. I agree with them:hug:
 
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Next-to-Nil

Begrudgingly Everlasting
Mar 2, 2023
238
A user wrote:
5/5 stars - I think I won't actually use it but it gives me a peace of mind.

I haven't seen a user who says they had failed yet.
Some people on SaSu also reported similar sentiments. I agree with them:hug:
That's such a cool way to look at it... for peace of mind... better than nothing, right? If it works for them, I'm happy to hear it.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

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I wanna kill people
 
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Next-to-Nil

Next-to-Nil

Begrudgingly Everlasting
Mar 2, 2023
238
OH OH OH! ME! ME!
I want a book deal.
 
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jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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When I got banned on Reddit again
 
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Next-to-Nil

Begrudgingly Everlasting
Mar 2, 2023
238
When I can't hear my heartbeat.
 
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jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,737
When I do the same mindless shit on repeat
 
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Next-to-Nil

Begrudgingly Everlasting
Mar 2, 2023
238
When I hit "delete" on a finished manuscript.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,788
When I post on Forum Games subforum as many as possible just to get a small red icon on alerts.
I'm hooked on notifications. They give me a high which I can't feel anywhere else. I bet internet addiction will be included on future DSM and ICD.
 
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ByeFelicia

Member
Mar 16, 2023
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When I don't find soccer fun to watch
 
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imlookingforward

imlookingforward

why so blue?
Mar 8, 2023
49
can't get out of bed
 
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LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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When I can't stop browsing and playing Forum Games on SaSu.
 
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SoldSoul

SoldSoul

Average RDR2 Fan
Mar 18, 2023
47
I purposefully look at things that make me cry so I can feel something.
 
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Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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When my plants die because of too much water and I cry uncontrollably.
 
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cristata

Member
Apr 22, 2023
20
When even listening to music feels like a chore.
When I can't muster up the energy to reply to friends.
When I don't even feel like talking about it.
When I find myself writing the word 'happy' over and over onto a page until it looks like scribbles.
When I find myself staring into space unable to move from my spot.
When I find myself counting my footsteps as I walk.
 
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gardenofaphrodite

gardenofaphrodite

Can’t catch a break no matter what I do.
Apr 12, 2023
142
-I can't hold a job
-Doing chores/cleaning feels like a monumental task
-I'm in bed all day
-I shower a lot to try to trick myself into feeling better but it never works
-I hate my face & body more than usual to the point of wanting to cut parts of it off but I can't
-Doomscrolling social media when I don't like being on my phone to begin with
-not eating or eating so much I throw up/get sick
-unable to finish or start any drawing or commissions I owe regardless of how late they are

The list could keep going
 
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charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
- When my personal hygiene starts to go downhill
- When I start to abandon my assignments
- When I don't find worth in the things that I knew are necessary for my life
- When I start eating less
- When waking up feels incredibly tough and tiring
- When my screentime increases massively
- When I start to stay up past 12am
- When I only ever find joy in video games
There r more but all i can think of for now
 
cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
841
- when my collection of can tabs begins to spill off of my window sill
(kind of a joke i have with myself, i drink a lot of energy drinks and collect the tabs (idky just a habit) and i chain them all together, my chain is currently (guessing, i havent actually measured it) over two meters long with each link having three tabs, but i think if i used all the loose tabs on my window sill itd be at least three meters, ive been in a slump for a while now)
 
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escapeplan12

Member
Jun 12, 2023
43
When I sleep through the day because I slept bad through the night
 
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sadhappygirl

sadhappygirl

Member
Jun 11, 2023
20
i'm begging for him back again
 
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Victim.Of.Life

Victim.Of.Life

My bus is waiting
Jun 27, 2023
51
When I take my sleeping pills with vodka and go to sleep with a noose around my neck
 
TimeHasCome

TimeHasCome

Member
Sep 20, 2023
53
eh, I suppose a fourth bath today wouldn't hurt
 

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