I survived taking Sn - My experience.

[razor543]

On the 16th of May I took sn. The police had been called because they knew I had it and I panicked and took it. I started turning blue but it was peaceful. I cant remember much from that day but I know i was sat in the bathroom. The air ambulance got called and I got air lifted to hospital, when I arrived I went into cardiac arrest and it took them 30 minutes to get my heart going again. Nobody had heard of sn and poison control was calling the hospital to see how I was doing. I got put into a coma and my family told to say goodbye to me because they didn't know if I was going to make it or not. I was in hospital for a month and only got discharged the other day. In terms of effects. I can't remember anything anymore and i'm constantly shaking. If anybody has any questions i'll be happy to answer.

 

[BABS_]

Hi,

Hope you are doing okay thanks for sharing your experience

You mentioned the police were called, was that just because your family knew you had SN?

 

[razor543]

Hi,

Hope you are doing okay thanks for sharing your experience

You mentioned the police were called, was that just because your family knew you had SN?

I ordered 2 lots. The first lot got seized by customs and police did a welfare check. The second lot arrived

That's horrible. Must be kept a secret . How did the police find out?

i can't really remember. I just know I was in the bathroom and they had to break the door down and I was taking the sn

 

[WakingNightmare]

Are they forcing you to do any follow up or monitoring?

 

[razor543]

Are they forcing you to do any follow up or monitoring?

they wanted to put me into a pysch ward. im also on a bunch of medication

 

[Nobodi]

Do you know how many grams you took? And you said it was peaceful,so minimal discomfort?

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

they wanted to put me into a pysch ward. im also on a bunch of medication

Yeah that's the shitty outcome of surviving an attempt, I hope they don't put you in one

 

[razor543]

Do you know how many grams you took? And you said it was peaceful,so minimal discomfort?

i dont know how much i took but i mixed it with a drink and drank it. There was no pain. I did throw up but it was enough to stop my heart

Yeah that's the shitty outcome of surviving an attempt, I hope they don't put you in one

after spending almost a month in the hospital i got discharged the other day and im back home now

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

i dont know how much i took but i mixed it with a drink and drank it. There was no pain. I did throw up but it was enough to stop my heart

after spending almost a month in the hospital i got discharged the other day and im back home now

I'm so glad you are back home, psych wards are the worst places to be in

 

[Apathy79]

Wow a month in hospital. So what was the damage they kept you in for? Was it heart related?

 

[razor543]

Wow a month in hospital. So what was the damage they kept you in for? Was it heart related?

i was in a coma for some of it. I stopped eating. I had a ng tube. I had to relearn how to walk and stuff

 

[Alexandra0]

I'm so terribly sorry you had to endure so much. And a whole month in hospital is quite a long time, I always have a hard time with hospitalization. I hope you are much better now

 

[seizmic_purple]

I am sorry you have been through this, and I hope you are a feeling at least a little bit better now. I think everyone here not only appreciates you sharing the experience but is also there to support and help you navigate through this difficult time.
How are you feeling after leaving the hospital, mentally?
Did you take any other medications along with SN (e.g., benzos and other things mentioned in the protocol), and did you fast beforehand?
All the best for you.

 

[razor543]

I am sorry you have been through this, and I hope you are a feeling at least a little bit better now. I think everyone here not only appreciates you sharing the experience but is also there to support and help you navigate this difficult time.
How are you feeling after leaving the hospital, mentally?
Did you take any other medications along with SN (e.g., benzos and other things mentioned in the protocol), and did you fast beforehand?
All the best for you.

i didnt. I just put it in a drink and drank the drink in a panic

 

[razor543]

Do you know how many grams you took? And you said it was peaceful,so minimal discomfort?

apparently i took about 70 grams

 

[cryptoinvestor]

you didnt take an anti-emetic or anything else? just SN?

 

[rozeske]

I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you recovered well and no lasting damage.

 

[monolog]

you didnt take an anti-emetic or anything else? just SN?

 

[razor543]

you didnt take an anti-emetic or anything else? just SN?

Just put the sn into a drink and drank it

 

[amerie]

I'm so sorry you went through all of this and I hope you're recovering well. This seems so scary to deal with.

 

[Dante_]

Just put the sn into a drink and drank it

Can i ask how do you know it was apparently 70 g?

 

[razor543]

Can i ask how do you know it was apparently 70 g?

just reading like nhs notes and stuff

 

[Dante_]

just reading like nhs notes and stuff

Do the notes explain how it was concluded to be 70 g

 

[razor543]

Do the notes explain how it was concluded to be 70 g

i dont think so, but it was enough for me to go into cardiac arrest

 

[AnoAno3]

Wow this is my biggest nightmare.. thank you for sharing your experience

How much did you eat beforehand?

 

[gothbird]

So the police just happened to show up exactly as you were about to take it? Did you know they were on their way, or was that a coincidence? And if you panicked and took it without prep, odds are you'd have vomited it back up, especially with that much. Did you throw up? They want to put you in a psych ward but they just released you? No sectioning of any kind?

Not saying nothing happened. It's just a strange story.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

It's odd no one had heard of SN at the hospital, I mean I know that used to be the case but I thought most of them kept methylene blue on hand now and knew about SN these days. I wonder if the coma was only necessary because they were so clueless...I'm sorry you had to go through that it sounds like a scary experience.

 

[Polyxo]

I'm so sorry you went through this, and thank you for your bravery in sharing your story. I hope you're not feeling overwhelmed with all these questions about your experience.

I hope you don't mind me asking one of my own. You said it was peaceful after drinking the SN besides vomiting. Without benzos (as discussed in the protocol), I would have thought you would have experienced the nausea symptoms like headache, shortness of breath, etc. Did you not feel any sort of discomfort at all besides the vomiting?

 

[LeavingEarly]

On the 16th of May I took sn. The police had been called because they knew I had it and I panicked and took it. I started turning blue but it was peaceful. I cant remember much from that day but I know i was sat in the bathroom. The air ambulance got called and I got air lifted to hospital, when I arrived I went into cardiac arrest and it took them 30 minutes to get my heart going again. Nobody had heard of sn and poison control was calling the hospital to see how I was doing. I got put into a coma and my family told to say goodbye to me because they didn't know if I was going to make it or not. I was in hospital for a month and only got discharged the other day. In terms of effects. I can't remember anything anymore and i'm constantly shaking. If anybody has any questions i'll be happy to answer.

If your heart stops for 30 minutes you are definitely dead...

 

[razor543]

So the police just happened to show up exactly as you were about to take it? Did you know they were on their way, or was that a coincidence? And if you panicked and took it without prep, odds are you'd have vomited it back up, especially with that much. Did you throw up? They want to put you in a psych ward but they just released you? No sectioning of any kind?

Not saying nothing happened. It's just a strange story.

i threw up alot, basically from what i gathered happened (i can't remember it). Someone knew i had sn, they phoned the police, the ambulance showed up, the ambulance wasn't able to enter my flat due to the chemical. I saw that the police had also showed up and I thought it was a officer that had previously arrested me (turns out it wasn't) I locked myself in the bathroom and took the sn in a panic

Wow this is my biggest nightmare.. thank you for sharing your experience

How much did you eat beforehand?

I had wagamamas in the day, I didnt have it planned for the day I did it

It's odd no one had heard of SN at the hospital, I mean I know that used to be the case but I thought most of them kept methylene blue on hand now and knew about SN these days. I wonder if the coma was only necessary because they were so clueless...I'm sorry you had to go through that it sounds like a scary experience.

they had to call poison control and they did end up giving me methylene blue

I'm so sorry you went through this, and thank you for your bravery in sharing your story. I hope you're not feeling overwhelmed with all these questions about your experience.

I hope you don't mind me asking one of my own. You said it was peaceful after drinking the SN besides vomiting. Without benzos (as discussed in the protocol), I would have thought you would have experienced the nausea symptoms like headache, shortness of breath, etc. Did you not feel any sort of discomfort at all besides the vomiting?

I think I was just sick, I cant really remember it that well.

If your heart stops for 30 minutes you are definitely dead.