I think I know when I'll try to CTB again

[Jason0941]

Hi guys, my last suicide attempt with nitrogen hypoxia drained my bank account, particularly because the nitrogen & my hotel room were both expensive. Despite that, now I've got a new job, and I'm getting paid on the 19th. My estimate is that I'll have enough money to CTB 42 days from September 19th (which is October 31st).

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[NellyGoes]

Hi guys, my last suicide attempt with nitrogen hypoxia drained my bank account, particularly because the nitrogen & my hotel room were both expensive. Despite that, now I've got a new job, and I'm getting paid on the 19th. My estimate is that I'll have enough money to CTB 42 days from September 19th (which is October 31st).

If I may ask, why did your first attempt with nitrogen hypoxia fail?

And the good thing is, while the initial setup is quite costly with this method for a "2. Run" thankfully a gas refill shouldn't be too expensive (~$30 or so) as long as you already have the tank and other materials.
I'm glad you've got a plan to help you find relief in the future, that's a powerful thing to hold on to.

 

[Jason0941]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

thanks

If I may ask, why did your first attempt with nitrogen hypoxia fail?

And the good thing is, while the initial setup is quite costly with this method for a "2. Run" thankfully a gas refill shouldn't be too expensive (~$30 or so) as long as you already have the tank and other materials.
I'm glad you've got a plan to help you find relief in the future, that's a powerful thing to hold on to.

I think it failed because the mask I used didn't form an airtight seal over my face. This is the mask I used https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F22FFZBM?ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_fed_asin_title

 

[NellyGoes]

I think it failed because the mask I used didn't form an airtight seal over my face. This is the mask I used https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F22FFZBM?ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_fed_asin_title

Damn I'm sorry. I can't imagine the agony when you woke up when it didn't work. did you pass out for long? Do you think you sustained any brain damage?

But yeah I've read that oxygen masks are not recommended bc when we pass out our facial muscles relax and that could likely dislodge the mask. Are you using something different for your next go?