I want to traumatize people by ctb in front of them

[soapgoat]

how it is discrimination against woman for saying the world would be better and achieve justice if it allows only the strongest one to have right to live?

Bro I want you to really think about how bad of an idea that is. The animal kingdom is cooked and they live by that model. If you think things suck now imagine being trampled on by everyone for being subpar. Also you can make the argument that the world is basically already ran by elite ceos and the world must suck pretty bad if you're on a suicide forum. Plus you're agreeing with Hitler

 

[j.rez729]

Bro I want you to really think about how bad of an idea that is. The animal kingdom is cooked and they live by that model. If you think things suck now imagine being trampled on by everyone for being subpar. Also you can make the argument that the world is basically already ran by elite ceos and the world must suck pretty bad if you're on a suicide forum. Plus you're agreeing with Hitler

Trump is Hitler? The media brainwashing really did a number on you. Btw he's in on things with Biden and the Clintons and the rest, he's no different from them and vice versa. They've successfully manipulated you into thinking any of the conflict between the parties is real.

 

[soapgoat]

Trump is Hitler? The media brainwashing really did a number on you. Btw he's in on things with Biden and the Clintons and the rest, he's no different from them and vice versa. They've successfully manipulated you into thinking any of the conflict between the parties is real.

I'm confused I was responding to the guy who was talking about eugenics or only the strong get to live. I didn't bring up trump either??

 

[j.rez729]

I'm confused I was responding to the guy who was talking about eugenics or only the strong get to live. I didn't bring up trump either??

My bad bro. Too many beers.

 

[asthedayends00]

No point in talking to the op. Brain dead kid who wants attention. Don't give it to him

 

[j.rez729]

No point in talking to the op. Brain dead kid who wants attention. Don't give it to him

You're on a suicide forum. You're no less pathetic than anyone on here. Grow up.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

I'm not sure you're aware you're in a suicide forum.

Cool, livestreaming it on Facebook or IG? there was a guy a few years back named Ronnie Mcnutt - yes, his real name - who did this. I don't think it was planned though. He was bitching about people and some girl then he got a text message that seemed to trigger him. He goes, "Hey guys, I guess that's it" and blows his brains out. His whole head completely explodes, it's crazy. You can find it on LiveLeak-type sites.

seen it many times. desensitized

i loved watching it

If I do it in front of my family it will have an affect, trust.

dont do it infront of people that gave u love on this earth. dont

You're on a suicide forum. You're no less pathetic than anyone on here. Grow up.

hahah love that you said that. you tell em lol

nothing can hurt me anymore and should be the same for you

 

[J&L383]

amazing. why not a smith and wesson 9mm to the head live streaming it to the people that inflicted pain to you?

 

[itriedinthislife2]

rest in peace king von

 

[itriedinthislife2]

I'm not sure you're aware you're in a suicide forum.

Cool, livestreaming it on Facebook or IG? there was a guy a few years back named Ronnie Mcnutt - yes, his real name - who did this. I don't think it was planned though. He was bitching about people and some girl then he got a text message that seemed to trigger him. He goes, "Hey guys, I guess that's it" and blows his brains out. His whole head completely explodes, it's crazy. You can find it on LiveLeak-type sites.

instagram. i want to be some sort of tribute for this website in some way?

 

[itriedinthislife2]

It'll just be my dad's family. And it's not that they are so horrible, it's that when I was 3 my dad had an affair and left my mom and immediately married the cunt he's still married to, had a daughter with her. Shows clear favoritism for daughter even if he denies it. I want to do it the next time I visit them for my birthday or next Christmas. Should be fun.

got the good old heater with you? thug slang for piostol

 

[theboy]

For what? What's your goal? Revenge or something?
Pff

 

[j.rez729]

For what? What's your goal? Revenge or something?
Pff

Yes? And? Lollll

got the good old heater with you? thug slang for piostol

Realistically, this'll probably never even happen (shooting myself in front of dad's family) but I'm almost positive I will be able to pull off a Carbon Monoxide death. What I've heard is the best thing is to go ahead and fill the garage up with gas, then once it's completely full, just walk in and stand there for a minute or sit down whatever, should be pretty quick, I just need to make sure I'm drunk and high as fuck enough when I do it.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

It'll just be my dad's family. And it's not that they are so horrible, it's that when I was 3 my dad had an affair and left my mom and immediately married the cunt he's still married to, had a daughter with her. Shows clear favoritism for daughter even if he denies it. I want to do it the next time I visit them for my birthday or next Christmas. Should be fun.

I honestly feel like if they are as bad as you say they are, they won't be traumatized by your suicide. It won't hurt them enough to kill yourself, because you never really felt they cared enough to begin with, and now you want to go to the extreme to see how they would react. It won't work, because if they cared enough you wouldn't want to hurt them.

 

[egAbwkOofXrX]

Obviously, I would only physically harm myself and no one else, but I'm aware it would cause a lot of emotional harm to others especially if done in front of a large group of people - I want to maximize my reach. Love the idea of this. I keep seeing the looks of horror on their faces in my imagination, the tears, the shock. I love it all and I can't stop smiling right now for the first time in days.

I hope it lines the pockets of therapists in the area for years to come.

Don't forget to virtue signal about how it is selfish to traumatize others. You might get a Like reaction!

Sometimes I think about this with certain people. Political conservatives, ultra wealthy businesspeople or in the location of some shady tech company or health insurance provider or something. I fantasize about making some kind of political statement in death

 

[j.rez729]

I honestly feel like if they are as bad as you say they are, they won't be traumatized by your suicide. It won't hurt them enough to kill yourself, because you never really felt they cared enough to begin with, and now you want to go to the extreme to see how they would react. It won't work, because if they cared enough you wouldn't want to hurt them.

I'm dramatic and like a lot of ppl I tend to make things seem worse than they are. I wouldn't say my stepmother loves me but my dad does. He called my mom sobbing when I didn't talk to him for 4 years, finally felt guilty and reached out to him last year. He's not terrible. And his wife would be affected mainly because her husband would be.

 

[human909]

i know i said this to a lot of people already but i also feel the same way as you just seeing there faces in shocked, finally caring about me but i don't wanna do it at the same time it's too hard to decide and i hate it.

 

[Wonhun]

Bro I want you to really think about how bad of an idea that is. The animal kingdom is cooked and they live by that model. If you think things suck now imagine being trampled on by everyone for being subpar. Also you can make the argument that the world is basically already ran by elite ceos and the world must suck pretty bad if you're on a suicide forum. Plus you're agreeing with Hitler

I mean the difference is they don't do both side of the favor for elite to murder/deathmatch with all of us. The elite is happy because there is no more genetic waste to burn away the precious resource and obstruct their perfect world for disgusting them. The genetic waste is happy for not being existed as an inferior.

 

[theboy]

Yes? And? Lollll

You have no respect. Pitiful.

 

[j.rez729]

You have no respect. Pitiful.

They have no respect for me. Eye for an eye. And I'm immune to insults on suicide forums, sorry. You're literally on a suicide forum calling people pitiful. See the irony?

 

[theboy]

They have no respect for me. Eye for an eye. And I'm immune to insults on suicide forums, sorry. You're literally on a suicide forum calling people pitiful. See the irony?

I am not insulting you. Don't act "offended" just because I gave my opinion TO YOU, not to the whole forum.

 

[wiggy]

Don't be an edgelord. If you're really starved for attention you can livestream your attempt, that way you'll get a lot more eyeballs and the people watching will actually be up for it.

 

[dontwakemeup]

Don't be an edgelord. If you're really starved for attention you can livestream your attempt, that way you'll get a lot more eyeballs and the people watching will actually be up for it.

This is a suicide based site so I'm assuming everyone inside of here are struggling from different things. All your comments are mean and nasty under every post someone has made. It must really suck to be you. To come on a suicide site out of all places and be mean to people, does that make you feel better? When people go low I always go higher because I understand under the nastiness you're hurting and in desperate need of attention. You're like the bad kid in school that acts up because your mother or father didn't show you enough attention. I'm a Christian so this is what I'll do for you. I will pray that you find peace and solace in your life. I'm sorry for whoever has hurt you. I also pray that hopefully you can find something healthy that makes you smile. Stand out for being kind and not being the loudest and rudest in the room.
Nobody would care, not even your family. People do crazy things all the time and society has become so numb to everything. I assume people will grab their phones and record you but I highly doubt they would even offer to help you. Depending on what's going on in the world you probably won't even make the news. You have a better chance of sending your family letters explaining your disdain for them once you set a date.

 

[asthedayends00]

Yes? And? Lollll

Realistically, this'll probably never even happen (shooting myself in front of dad's family) but I'm almost positive I will be able to pull off a Carbon Monoxide death. What I've heard is the best thing is to go ahead and fill the garage up with gas, then once it's completely full, just walk in and stand there for a minute or sit down whatever, should be pretty quick, I just need to make sure I'm drunk and high as fuck enough when I do it.

The fact that you said this shows how stupid you really are lmao

 

[guineapiglover8503]

I understand this but how I want to CTB is the very opposite haha. I don't want my death to be a spectacle because I don't want people to remember me this way, or traumatize those who would find me. I chose SN since it takes weeks to arrive so I can back out, there is an antidote, it is (mostly) painless, and most importantly it doesnt affect my appearance too much besides changing my skin color a bit which can be corrected. It would be almost as if I am sleeping and I plan to send a delayed message to EMS so they find me after its too late. I also want to give anyone who wants to the chance to see me before I am buried, as I would want that if I knew someone who felt the same as I did. I am in pain and I want to spread the least amount of that pain possible.

 

[j.rez729]

This is a suicide based site so I'm assuming everyone inside of here are struggling from different things. All your comments are mean and nasty under every post someone has made. It must really suck to be you. To come on a suicide site out of all places and be mean to people, does that make you feel better? When people go low I always go higher because I understand under the nastiness you're hurting and in desperate need of attention. You're like the bad kid in school that acts up because your mother or father didn't show you enough attention. I'm a Christian so this is what I'll do for you. I will pray that you find peace and solace in your life. I'm sorry for whoever has hurt you. I also pray that hopefully you can find something healthy that makes you smile. Stand out for being kind and not being the loudest and rudest in the room.
Nobody would care, not even your family. People do crazy things all the time and society has become so numb to everything. I assume people will grab their phones and record you but I highly doubt they would even offer to help you. Depending on what's going on in the world you probably won't even make the news. You have a better chance of sending your family letters explaining your disdain for them once you set a date.

Lol he's just miserable.

The fact that you said this shows how stupid you really are lmao

Insulting someone on a suicide site is actually what's really stupid. You're miserable, we all know it, it's not a big mystery. Very transparent. Your whole life is actually quite lame and simple. You got hurt and you went on a suicide forum and lashed out...just so impressive! ;) The fact that you lack insight into this and continue to do it is what is stupid.

I understand this but how I want to CTB is the very opposite haha. I don't want my death to be a spectacle because I don't want people to remember me this way, or traumatize those who would find me. I chose SN since it takes weeks to arrive so I can back out, there is an antidote, it is (mostly) painless, and most importantly it doesnt affect my appearance too much besides changing my skin color a bit which can be corrected. It would be almost as if I am sleeping and I plan to send a delayed message to EMS so they find me after its too late. I also want to give anyone who wants to the chance to see me before I am buried, as I would want that if I knew someone who felt the same as I did. I am in pain and I want to spread the least amount of that pain possible.

Well realistically I am not going to ctb in front of people, it was an idea one night when I was feeling some type of way. I do think I will eventually ctb but I'm all over the place right now on how I want to do it. Right now I'm thinking about the jumping method as it is the most full-proof IMO. I don't like the idea of ingesting anything for fear of horrible pain. With jumping, as long as it's from high enough, there is no pain, you die before the pain has a chance to register with your brain.

 

[theolivanderroach]

you wont even be able to enjoy the satisfaction when youre dead though so whats the point

 

[j.rez729]

you wont even be able to enjoy the satisfaction when youre dead though so whats the point

Very fair point lol. Don't think I'm actually going to ctb that way, was just in a certain type of mood that night. I'm coming off of weed after years and it sucks loll

 

[dontwakemeup]

Lol he's just miserable.

Insulting someone on a suicide site is actually what's really stupid. You're miserable, we all know it, it's not a big mystery. Very transparent. Your whole life is actually quite lame and simple. You got hurt and you went on a suicide forum and lashed out...just so impressive! ;) The fact that you lack insight into this and continue to do it is what is stupid.

Well realistically I am not going to ctb in front of people, it was an idea one night when I was feeling some type of way. I do think I will eventually ctb but I'm all over the place right now on how I want to do it. Right now I'm thinking about the jumping method as it is the most full-proof IMO. I don't like the idea of ingesting anything for fear of horrible pain. With jumping, as long as it's from high enough, there is no pain, you die before the pain has a chance to register with your brain.

I often find it kinda hilarious how most of us are suicidal but have suicidal barriers. I could never jump, one would have to push me lol. One day I was walking over a bridge and decided I'll just jump and be over it. I looked over the bridge and felt so nauseous! The thought of it was far to much and I was highly suicidal then. You have to have balls of steel to go by jumping!

 

[tara44]

That's very selfish to do.

Very fucking selfish

It'll just be my dad's family. And it's not that they are so horrible, it's that when I was 3 my dad had an affair and left my mom and immediately married the cunt he's still married to, had a daughter with her. Shows clear favoritism for daughter even if he denies it. I want to do it the next time I visit them for my birthday or next Christmas. Should be fun.

Boo hoo

They have no respect for me. Eye for an eye. And I'm immune to insults on suicide forums, sorry. You're literally on a suicide forum calling people pitiful. See the irony?

Tit for tat? Makes you just as bad as they are.