Venting I will never fit into society, not even as a teenager

[Judah]

These days I heard from my aunt how my high school didn't want to accept me at first because I was a "special" kid, and how there was a plot in my last year of school by the teachers to force me out of school because nobody wanted me there

Also, a psychologist was seeing me at that time, I had 3 or 4 appointments with him until he ended up telling my parents that he won't accept seeing me again since he doesn't think he's capable of helping me

I've really been screwed all my life now that I think about it

 

[hanginglights.]

I completely understand this. I feel like I have been screwed a lot in my life, too, and honestly I would just keep going. I know it sounds way harder said than done but I promise you are a beautiful human being. No matter how you identify, your background, race, ethnicity, etc. It doesn't matter if you are a "special" kid. Everyone should treat you the same as if they would any other person. You are not the problem, its them.