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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
118
I wish today were my last day, and that I could die without going through the process of destruction. A complete instantaneous loss of sensory awareness. I know that this is a utopia, and that death demands an enormous price, a visceral willpower that borders on madness, or economic resources for non-violent methods.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,130
A lot of people here wish for that. It would be the ultimate solution. Family and friends will understand once we're gone.We won't have the stigma of taking our own life😤
Easiest way to bypass survival instinct too.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Student
May 20, 2025
171
That would be what I would prefer also, to just have someone kill me or die unexpectedly would be such a blessing

Instead of going through all this torment in my mind and pushing myself over the edge for suicide, just dying would be better
 
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Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
443
Being on the Titan Submersible would have been the SaSu dream 😭
 
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bunnybird666

Member
Nov 18, 2024
9
I feel the same. I know it won't happen, but every night I go to bed and desperately wish I won't wake up in the morning.
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
346
For me i really don't care but it will definitely be nice dying while doing a heroic act like the trope of the kid playing with a ball about to get hit by a car and you saved them by jumping to push him and you get hit instead
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
537
I always wanted that too. It would be so much easier. But fate is very cruel to me.

You are right, we must pay our price for the gift of death
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,065
I feel like every suicidal person goes through the phase of wishing day in and day out that death comes and takes you. Unfortunately there comes a point where you realize that's a pipe dream that would never happen and you need to do the work and go chase after death yourself.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,105
I feel like every suicidal person goes through the phase of wishing day in and day out that death comes and takes you. Unfortunately there comes a point where you realize that's a pipe dream that would never happen and you need to do the work and go chase after death yourself.
Then you do that every day for 7 months and realize you just can't do it.

Unless you can!

And the hamster wheel spins on
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,065
Then you do that every day for 7 months and realize you just can't do it.

Unless you can!

And the hamster wheel spins on
Ha! I've been at it for...almost two years now so yeah but I bet I'll still be faster than the slow mofo when things finally align.
 
jsjuliaa

jsjuliaa

Julia🌺
Apr 14, 2025
5
I wish today were my last day, and that I could die without going through the process of destruction. A complete instantaneous loss of sensory awareness. I know that this is a utopia, and that death demands an enormous price, a visceral willpower that borders on madness, or economic resources for non-violent methods.
I feel the same. I wish it was legal and there were peaceful easier ways.
 
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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
118
And the hamster wheel spins on
The universe continues its relentless cycle of pain. As if all things were in their right places, as if everything fit together in balance, as if harmony reigned — when that is not true. Life is sadistic and diabolical, it does not care about what it creates.
 
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TBONTB

Arcanist
May 31, 2025
430
The universe continues its relentless cycle of pain. As if all things were in their right places, as if everything fit together in balance, as if harmony reigned — when that is not true. Life is sadistic and diabolical, it does not care about what it creates.
Well yes agreed . What life wants to create is life. We are all merely innocent bystanders...some lucky, some not.
 
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anonymousperson

Member
Feb 27, 2025
37
Same. Everytime I hear of someone randomly dying in their sleep I am SO jealous.
 
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