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axorz

Member
Aug 5, 2018
72
Hello,
there was my only try: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-failed-attempt.4919/
and the first post: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/this-sunday-i-will-go-with-sn.3530/
if someone wants info of my SN try



I'm in this forum again,
Currently I have finished my university career, I am working, I go to the gym 6 days a week, I have a partner, I do not have any physical illness.
Still the idea that life is not worth it is still in my head, so it is likely that sooner or later I will end up trying suicide again, the next time I try I will do it with N, so I have a couple of Doubts.

How long can it be stored unopened and under what conditions should it be saved so that it does not lose effectiveness?
I have been taking steroids for a few months, it is likely that when I use it I will continue to use it and have much more muscle mass than now, do you know if being heavier, muscular, the lethal dose is different?
Thank you all and see you here
 
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NextSummer

NextSummer

Experienced
Mar 28, 2019
278
I hope you are fine again and might enjoy life.
You wrote that you had respiratory failure, so, if your brother wouldn't have been at home and call the ambulance, you'd be dead, right?
 
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Qverty7455

Qverty7455

Student
Sep 28, 2019
195
Welcome back :/
Wish you didn't need to be there in the first place but I want to ask you why not SN again? I know you failed but you was with your brother and you didn't feel any pain at all so if you were alone it would work, no ?
 
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axorz

Member
Aug 5, 2018
72
Welcome back :/
Wish you didn't need to be there in the first place but I want to ask you why not SN again? I know you failed but you was with your brother and you didn't feel any pain at all so if you were alone it would work, no ?
i guess but now i have money so i can try N next time, first time i tried sn because money
 
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