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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,954
I hope you found peace, best wishes.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,156
I did not know you but hope you are at peace now. Godspeed, dear.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,265
I saw the video that was quick imo unconscious in 14 minutes max.I believe this video and the hundreds of text testimonials I've seen here and In the PPh. Imo I proclaim SN Peaceful.

Just a snippet why SN is better than 99 billion dollars. Tomorrow I would rather be not existing than trade places with a billionaire that has 100 billion dollars. The billionaire could have a stroke tomorrow but I couldn't because I wouldn't exist. So the billionaire would be in pain shaking and wouldn't even know who they are but can still feel the pain the 99 billion dollars wouldn't be able to help them. Who would be better off then of course me not existing

Non-existence forever is the best thing by a trillion times. Sn is non-existence forever

I see why they want to ban SN and demonize it.

SN is the one

Visualize the most beautiful thing I can imagine. Multiply it by a billion times better and it's still not close to non-existence
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
830
Rest in peace, stranger.

Gosh, I can't wait to follow and be done with all this suffering like you.
 
disjectamembra

disjectamembra

the universe is going to catch you
Oct 1, 2024
64
godspeed <3
 
skyflame

skyflame

Member
Oct 1, 2024
67
I'm sorry you were hurting so much. Rest in peace x
 
vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
439
Thank you for showing us, I hope you rest in peace. :heart:
 
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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
236
R.I.P. :heart:

It's strange to see someone leave with SN, as I tried a more lethal method and survived without a plausible explanation. I used 21 grams of phenobarbital (2x the fatal dose) and 3 grams of morphine (5x the fatal dose).

Now I've bought SN. All I need is propanolol, metoclopramide and cimetidine and, of course, the courage to try again.

There have been a few times in my life when I should have died and I survived. I don't know, I'm afraid of trying again and surviving.
 
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athiestjoe

athiestjoe

Passenger
Sep 24, 2024
410
Rest in peace, power & serenity mi amigo.
 
peacetoall

peacetoall

Member
May 24, 2019
94
RIP. I wish I could've thanked you for documenting your experience while you were still alive.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
438
Amarajoy

Amarajoy

Specialist
Sep 12, 2024
300
Looked painless and would consider it peaceful. I'm suprised there were no visible seizures. It looks like they're sleeping but later on in the video the breathing becomes abnormal (agonal breathing). The main video is bottom right.
Are seizure
 
TraumaEscapee:)

TraumaEscapee:)

I hate my birth family
Apr 30, 2023
217
This video made me cry I also felt scared after watching it. I'm CTB on Saturday. Don't mind me though I suffer with anxiety so it doesn't take much to make me very anxious or scared
Heavenly father,

Please protect this soul and put them in heaven if they're not already, love them and show them the mercy they didn't experience in this world Amen
Probably a silly question but how did the video get uploaded to drop box if the person CTB? Like who uploaded it?
 
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orderphil91

orderphil91

Member
Sep 8, 2024
31
Probably a silly question but how did the video get uploaded to drop box if the person CTB? Like who uploaded it?
He probably recorded and configured the video output directory to a cloud-synced directory, so that when the video was finished, the files in the directory were automatically uploaded to the cloud directory (synchronized)
 
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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
157
Rest in peace, I don't know much about you but the accounts made by those in this thread show you as a great human. Thank you for this documentation as well. You will be in my prayers
 
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Even

Member
Feb 4, 2024
13
Rest in peace amigo, I'm sorry for all the bad, thanks for the documentation and for sharing such great song with us, I loved it.
 
ReflectionOfTrauma

ReflectionOfTrauma

Soon dead. Goodbye.
Feb 23, 2021
50
Rest in Peace, dear phoebie
 
wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
Rest in peace. 😔 I wish I could have connected with them before they passed. But they were more than strong and courageous enough to do what most people could never while also seeking to educate and give back to the community putting them more at risk of discovery. 🥺 They are a hero.
 
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backtoearth

backtoearth

<3
Sep 9, 2023
128
Rest in peace <3 Your last act being one to educate others is truly honorable, I hope you found a better place.
 
thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

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Apr 26, 2024
114
sending u my love brave one, I hope u are at peace now
 

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