Of course I wish you a quick and painless death. But maybe you're exaggerating because at 32 your body won't be subject to what a 60 or 70 year old body will be. Either way, you're not missing out on anything. And yes, old age can be especially cruel and painful. There's a reason for that: our organs are worn out and almost rotting. This makes any process much worse. If you're unlucky enough to fall and break a bone, it will take months to recover. If you have a simple flu, it can quickly turn into pneumonia, and so on. There's nothing good about getting old. Whatever it is, your body will suffer more simply because it's rotting.