I'll try therapy again

[livingded]

My psichiatrist told me to go back to therapy. I said to him I want to kill myself. He upped my seroquel since I started to hear voices (not auditory). For my suicidal thoughts he recommended therapy. I'll call tomorrow. Its 3 months now that I dont see my therapist. I think this is my last attempt at living. If therapy doesnt work then I'll cbt.

 

[Tabbyql]

I really hope it works for you. Good luck

 

[freemefrompain]

All the best sending love

 

[pole]

My psichiatrist told me to go back to therapy. I said to him I want to kill myself. He upped my seroquel since I started to hear voices (not auditory). For my suicidal thoughts he recommended therapy. I'll call tomorrow. Its 3 months now that I dont see my therapist. I think this is my last attempt at living. If therapy doesnt work then I'll cbt.

hope this works out for you. all the best.

 

[The.End]

Good luck. I hope it works out and things get better for you.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Are you open to any advice?

 

[Taki]

My psichiatrist told me to go back to therapy. I said to him I want to kill myself. He upped my seroquel since I started to hear voices (not auditory). For my suicidal thoughts he recommended therapy. I'll call tomorrow. Its 3 months now that I dont see my therapist. I think this is my last attempt at living. If therapy doesnt work then I'll cbt.

Can I ask where you live or how you access therapy? I live in Canada, and face an 18 month lineup in the public system or have to cough up thousands for private care. I don't have the money so I'm not pursuing therapy.

 

[livingded]

Are you open to any advice?

Yes I would like to know how to end feeling like this...depressed all the time. No joy, boredom, apathy, suide plans...

Can I ask where you live or how you access therapy? I live in Canada, and face an 18 month lineup in the public system or have to cough up thousands for private care. I don't have the money so I'm not pursuing therapy.

I live in Italy. Here in the public service you can go to a psychiatrist and also a therapist with a minimum price. I pay my psych 20 euros, and therapy is 30 euros for 8 sessions. I tried private therapists too, but they cost more money and I found shitty private therapists.

Can I ask where you live or how you access therapy? I live in Canada, and face an 18 month lineup in the public system or have to cough up thousands for private care. I don't have the money so I'm not pursuing therapy.

I was able to access my psychiatrist directly without waiting bc I was hospitalized...usually after the hospitalization you have to see the psych from the public service

 

[Kikoo Loool]

My psichiatrist told me to go back to therapy. I said to him I want to kill myself. He upped my seroquel since I started to hear voices (not auditory). For my suicidal thoughts he recommended therapy. I'll call tomorrow. Its 3 months now that I dont see my therapist. I think this is my last attempt at living. If therapy doesnt work then I'll cbt.

Good luck, I hope it'll bring you what you need.

 

[Taki]

Yes I would like to know how to end feeling like this...depressed all the time. No joy, boredom, apathy, suide plans...

I live in Italy. Here in the public service you can go to a psychiatrist and also a therapist with a minimum price. I pay my psych 20 euros, and therapy is 30 euros for 8 sessions. I tried private therapists too, but they cost more money and I found shitty private therapists.

I was able to access my psychiatrist directly without waiting bc I was hospitalized...usually after the hospitalization you have to see the psych from the public service

Thanks. I'm glad you have good access there. In Canada it's terrible.

 

[Lennox]

Finding the right medication might take time, therapy usually takes time, if it works at all. It's a tricky thing. Not to be a downer. All in all, I really things improve for you. Good luck!

 

[eve2004]

Thanks. I'm glad you have good access there. In Canada it's terrible.

Yep it's terrible in Canada. I'm in therapy but as someone put it, you can't ask a person to open a mental box unless you CAN or at least take the time to try. Which is why I never trusted mine because they have no time for you when you need it. But anywhere in the world you live, it's a sticky situation to be in especially when the thoughts are chronic and intense. And you can't just chat about it with your buddies over lattes or capucinos or something so the loneliness only intensifies the feelings.

However, if you find a therapist who has time for you when you need it (ie mental box opened and unable to close yourself), then you're lucky.

 

[livingded]

I'll let you know that I'm still into therapy.

Also I created a youtube channel focused on mental health. It's still small but I'm having fun and it helps me to stay alive.
It's here if you want to watch my videos. I'm trying to grow it but it's difficult.

 

[tabletop]

How is therapy going?

 

[livingded]

I dont really like my therapist some times...but she's good, it's me that doesnt want to talk about some things. Also it's like she want to see me rarely, I havent seen her in 1 month :(

 

[Detour]

I dont really like my therapist some times...but she's good, it's me that doesnt want to talk about some things. Also it's like she want to see me rarely, I havent seen her in 1 month :(

I know you said your therapist is good, but may I ask why you haven't looked for another therapist ? One that'll make you feel comfortable enough to let you talk about things you didn't want to and that'll encourage more visits

 

[livingded]

My only option is in the public system. Private therapists are too pricey now, and I also went to 4 private therapists the past years but they weren't good. One of them even triggered me even more. I need money. With the public system I pay 30 euros for 9 sessions. With a private T I usually paid 60 per week.

 

[Sweet emotion]

My psichiatrist told me to go back to therapy. I said to him I want to kill myself. He upped my seroquel since I started to hear voices (not auditory). For my suicidal thoughts he recommended therapy. I'll call tomorrow. Its 3 months now that I dont see my therapist. I think this is my last attempt at living. If therapy doesnt work then I'll cbt.

If you don't find the right therapist on your first try make sure you keep going. It took me a while to find a therapist that suited me and had good ideas for coping skills when I had problems as a teenager. Some are just plain stupid. Some just don't understand. So don't feel bad if you have to leave one and find another. A psychiatrist recommends about three visits with a therapist to see if you think that the two of you will work well together. Wishing you the best of luck. Very proud of you.

 

[livingded]

The problem now is i dont know what to talk about bc i dont have issues to talk about right now. Seroquel works well and stopped a lot of symptoms.