Venting I'm feeling trapped

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I don't know what to do to escape from this situation. I just came home from hospital and tried to hang myself again with a belt but I realized I was being impulsive. I don't what to do. The only thing I've got in mind is to order SN after my 27th birthday in March and ctb before April. I can't handle this anymore. I wouldn't mind if tomorrow I don't wake up. Life is too much for me now. Life is not for me anymore. There was a time where I enjoyed it but now things are so bad every second is a torture. Existing is a torture. I hate what I have become and I am at a point of no return. I'm going to sleep and hope I don't wake up. Thanka for reading. Timey-dusty

 

[Time]

I'm so sorry to hear this, TimeToBiteTheDust. I'm glad that you opted to not be impulsive. I can definitely identify with your feelings about life. I hope that, for the time you're here, it does somehow get better for you.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

I don't know what to do to escape from this situation. I just came home from hospital and tried to hang myself again with a belt but I realized I was being impulsive. I don't what to do. The only thing I've got in mind is to order SN after my 27th birthday in March and ctb before April. I can't handle this anymore. I wouldn't mind if tomorrow I don't wake up. Life is too much for me now. Life is not for me anymore. There was a time where I enjoyed it but now things are so bad every second is a torture. Existing is a torture. I hate what I have become and I am at a point of no return. I'm going to sleep and hope I don't wake up. Thanka for reading. Timey-dusty

I'm sorry for what you're going through. I can agree on how existing hurts like hell. Gosh one day I prayed in hoping to never wake up. I'm glad you were able to stay strong till you get SN (: sending lots of support and love