
chasingfireflies
New Member
- Dec 29, 2024
- 4
Basically title. I can't do it when I'm with him, its unfair. When I'm suicidal I wish he would break up with me so I can end myself. Sometimes I even think of a scenario where I initiate the break up so I can finally commit later. The only thing holding me back is the fact that he's the only person in my life who makes it worth living. Still, those suicidal moments really get to me, I feel like I'm condemned to a life of pain and suffering and want to escape it so badly. Anyone relate?